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Sharon6219
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Feeling so alone with anxiety my only companion
Anxiety Support / by Sharon6219
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 March 31st, 2021
...See more *mild TW*. I never suffered from anxiety before. I am 51, married, 3 kids and life, although not perfect has been ok. I mean besides my youngest son being groomed and our house fire,,,it's been kinda ok. But now,,,because I'd covid, I have lost all of my friends. They became toxic and I said enough. I found an online community that became toxic and left there. And today left a small group of online friends because I hurt one of their feelings and I panicked and ran. i am so tired of being anxious all of the time, I have started suffering from panic attacks, sometimes several a day. I don't work, my kids are mostly grown. I have lost everyone and feel like alt least with anxiety/panic I have something to cut through the numbness. It lets me feel something. But I am so tired of feeling this way,,,,I just don't know what to do. because of my online friends, the ones I ran from, I had my first ever therapist apt last week. I have another one scheduled next week but am wondering why even bother,,,what is the point. Everyone leaves me or hurts me.
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