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Sadbunny26
2,566 M Hopeful Heart 5
PathStep 34 Compassion hearts82 Forum posts23 Forum upvotes31 Current upvotes31 Age GroupAdult Last activeFebruary, 2022 Member sinceApril 20, 2021
Bio
Depression, Social Anxiety, Self harm, slight PTSD and Maladaptive Daydreaming, are what I’m stuck with and I just wanna scream some days.
Recent forum posts
I relasped N feel awful
Self-Harm Recovery / by Sadbunny26
Last post
 August 15th, 2021
...See more I had been SH-free for over 3 months. But today I've relapsed and I feel awful. Why did I do it? Why? I worked so hard to quit last time.
3 months clean
Self-Harm Recovery / by Sadbunny26
Last post
 July 29th, 2021
...See more I've officially been clean of cuts for 3 months and I'm so proud of myself
Sun is Setting (Trigger Warning: Blades, mention of Cutting)
Self-Harm Recovery / by Sadbunny26
Last post
 May 22nd, 2021
...See more Sitting in my bedroom, the sun is setting Not gonna lie, back up plans lookin’ pretty tempting, Grades are a mess, future lookin bleak, Self esteem low, Demeanor weak, Gotta say, I think I finally hit my peak, Actually think I hit that a while ago Cause lately it’s been nothin but low after low Got nothing ahead for me, Things looking gray Half my brain lookin’ for reasons to stay But The other half making me feel like a Big F minus People mistaken my anxiety for shyness People saying need to get along with everybody Why I gotta fit in when I already copy copy others actions, copy others likes copy others opinions, like riding a bike It's hard at first but you get the hang of it eventually The real test is when you go home and pretend exceptionally They say “i like to draw.” you say Let's give it a try They say “the blade numbs all.” you say Let's give it a try You try to copy the smile and kind soul when in reality your minds as dark as a black hole Your parents in disbelief as you try to explain You try to talk it out, try to ease the pain You go to your bed, the mood upsetting Sitting in your bedroom, the Sun is Setting
Im Nervous about tomorow
Self-Harm Recovery / by Sadbunny26
Last post
 May 4th, 2021
...See more So, my parents found out about my self harm last Friday and Tomorrow I have to go see the counselor. I've never been to someone in person and told them the kinda stuff I tell people who've been through the same thing online.I just cut my arm 8 times with a pencil sharpener, not even deep enough to draw blood so part of me is incredibly nervous about telling someone about it and what dark stuff I lock in my head on the daily. But the other part of me is convinced she's gonna shut the door in my face an tell me what I've always told myself, that my “sh” isn't that big of a deal since I don't draw blood, just scars and I just have no idea what the hell I'm doing. Help
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