I don't know exactly what to share here, but I will talk a little about myself. My father passed when I was 12 and often I have felt abandoned as a result, left to figure out my own way through life. I feel like I never knew my father as well. This is also around the time when my depression started. During 2014, the last two of my grandparents (one on each side) passed on. I looked up to them where I could not to my father, trying to learn things from them, but I did not talk to them much. I feel regret, anger and other feelings that go along with grief daily. Afterwards, my anxiety increased to the point where I now go through panic attacks every so often, have difficulty concentrating on tasks and am often unable to sleep (so you may see me on here at nights in the group chats). I self-harm, but am trying to not do it as often currently. I battle my thoughts and urges everyday on wanting to commit suicide and sometimes I seek help here in my struggle. I don't know if this is a little too personal or not, but feel free to let me know.

*Note: If I go into my character, it is probably because it is easier for me to convey what I am feeling this way. It is also my way of reaching out.*

For the "interesting" things about me, I am into almost anything space related as you might have been able to tell. *winky face* My favorite movie series is the Lord of the Rings (not space related, I know) because I am into the sense of adventure that the story tells. I do photography for fun and am a chocoholic. I am typically an open book on here so feel free ask me anything else when you see me.