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RedPandaExpress88
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PathStep 470 Compassion hearts327 Forum posts257 Forum upvotes179 Current upvotes179 Age GroupAdult Last activeJuly, 2018 Member sinceJanuary 13, 2016
Bio
Hello and Welcome. I love the rain, adorable puppies, and comic book heroes. I am currently on a path to fixing myself and becoming a better person.
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For the beautiful @Caterpillargirl.
Journals & Diaries / by RedPandaExpress88
Last post
 July 15th, 2017
...See more Hi. I know you have been suffering for a long time. A big part of me wishes that life was better for you, but I hope us communicating on here will make you feel much better. *Hugs you* (If anyone else is reading this, please send postive and encouraging replies to @Caterpillargirl. She is a good person going through really tough times and she deserves better than to be alone and in pain. Thank you.)
Needing support for a friend
Disability Support / by RedPandaExpress88
Last post
 August 10th, 2016
...See more My new friend told me she has Ulcerative Colitis, last night, and I don't know how to cheer her up. I haven't had a good track record with friends, but she is a nice person, who I wish bad things didn't happen to her. I tried messaging a listener, but I don't know who to turn to. I feel terrible for not instinctively knowing what will make her feel better. I feel like I'm letting her down and no amount of silly pictures and youtube videos can take her mnd off of what she has. Is there anyone who has UC or anyone who knows someone with this long-term condition?
A Broken, Dusty Cup
Journals & Diaries / by RedPandaExpress88
Last post
 May 23rd, 2016
...See more I think I am giving up on this site. I keep trying to talk to someone on here, but, just like in my personal life, it feels like no one wants to talk to me. If someone does, I feel very self-conscious, and I assume that everyone is happier without me, and will not like me in the future. I have talked to dozens of listeners and majority of them, eventually, stop responding to me. I have even become so afraid of people disliking me, that I pretend to be okay and joke with them, even though I am in a hopeless state and I need to talk to someone. I know, because of my negative thoughts, that I need CBT, but I don't have the money, transportation, and the time to see anyone. I would probably be too afraid to speak, which would result in a waste of time for the therapist, but I really don't know what to do. I just wish I belonged, somewhere. I wish I can have a purpose.......but I don't here..
Emotionally Wounded
Safety & Knowledge at 7 Cups / by RedPandaExpress88
Last post
 March 6th, 2016
...See more I hate myself so much. I really want to die and it feels like nobody can help me. I tried talking to people in my personal life, therapy, and a crisis hotline, but I still feel that life is hopeless and I am worthless. I can't live with the guilt and shame that I have, anymore. My heart hurts and I'm really afraid. I don't know what to do.
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