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Periods of longing-is this normal?
Relationship Stress / by Queencake2144
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 November 17th, 2021
...See more Hey friends. I have been having an interesting emotional experience lately and I wanted to know if other people feel this as well. I often feel long (1-2 weeks) periods of sadness because of my relationship status. This includes wishing I was dating someone, really really wanting to kiss or hold someone, and daydreaming of romantic and sexual physical affection. The feelings that come with these phases can be overwhelming and lead me to spend hours laying in bed either daydreaming of feeling sad. I often end up creating long complex daydreams surrounding physical intimacy (mainly kissing) with a specific person. I also feel the need to tell someone about the daydreams I have, but have no one to share them with. Does anyone else feel this?
Please Help!
Relationship Stress / by Queencake2144
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 June 10th, 2020
...See more I went through a breakup a while ago, and my ex did some dumb things that made me super mad at him, long story short I wasn't talking to him and I was super angry but I moved on from our relationship. Now, however, I feel bad for being mad and salty for this long. He was just trying to be happy. I want to not have to be mad but I am scared that if I let it go I'll miss him again. I allready miss him sometimes. I mean, he's in my nightmares and I think about us and i miss what we had but at the same time I'm kinda glad it's over. I don't really know what I would do if he said he wanted me back. How do I let go and move on?
How do I make a friend if the odds are against me?
Journals & Diaries / by Queencake2144
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 December 13th, 2019
...See more This may sound crazy but I need some opinions. I have this neighbor who seems really cool. He plays in a band (the drums) and they're great. I got to meet the band once and they were all very nice to me! When we talked C, (my neighbor) said he would come and introduce himself to my parents and I was like, cool, he could be a new friend! But he never showed up. I was dissapointed, but it's okay. The issue is though, I want to be his friend because he seems really cool, but there are several factors against me: He's an adult, he's busy, and it probably seems really weird for me to try and say hi. I've been considering just writing a little card to him for Christmas or whatever, because I wanted to thank him and the band for his music. My mom thinks that's weird, she's probably gonna call it "innapropriate"or something and I don't want to get in any crap with her. Any thoughts?
Thought Spot (open to all)
Journals & Diaries / by Queencake2144
Last post
 December 13th, 2019
...See more Good afternoon everyone. This is my first post so go easy on me Today allready feels like a bad one. I have this ex, and it's only been about a month since we broke up but I miss him so much. I would do anything to have him back. Yesterday he wanted to talk to me and said he wants me back too, but we're both stuck in a hard place right now where that can't happen for a while. I also saw that he had cut himself again and that worries me. Anyway, I had a dream about him last night and it made me want him back even more. This morning I woke up quite late and saw that someone (cough cough my mom) had been texting him. Some of the messages from the conversation were missing and I freaked out. I called him but he didn't pickup so I called my mom. I was furious but she explained it was all an accident and she was just wishing him well. She told me I was overreacting. I feel I wasn't though as I think she would do anything to keep me and him apart. I feel like crap now for getting mad at her though. I don't know what Im gonna do yet. On another note, my eating is not going well today. (For those of you who don't know I deal with anorexia). I hate myself for eating it but I woke up and had one of those little bite sized candy bars. That's about 42 calories so I'm at around 168 calories or so. Tempted to not eat until I have too but we'll see how that goes. Candy is my weakness. Other than that not much has happened today. I'm debating writing a letter to my ex to help him though this and maybe keep him safe, but I'm not sure yet. Thanks for listening, Queencake
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