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Popitzik
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PathStep 616 Compassion hearts360 Forum posts239 Forum upvotes201 Current upvotes201 Age GroupAdult Last activeNovember, 2024 Member sinceAugust 12, 2017
Bio
I like makeup, drawing and painting. I love metal music. I enjoy being in nature so much. I love philosophy psychology and spirituality. I study linguistics and makeup. My favorite animals are a Conny, a duck and a white shark.. My favorite color is yellow, also navy blue and pure black. My birthday is on 26th of November and I love autumn. My name day is on 8th of June. I love life.
Recent forum posts
Overthinking and overanalyzing, it's my biggest obstacle in achieving my goals.
Depression Support / by Popitzik
Last post
 April 7th, 2020
...See more Can you imagine? Overanalyzing overthinking, planning all the time and having no hope. No positive thoughts. Little to no action. What can you expect? No 3ffort. No success. Having all these thoughts immobilized my body and mind. Overthinking froze my mind into not acting for my dreams and goals. Always the worst scenario. Not having self confidence always judging myself and comparing. Identifying myself with all these behavior. Be afraid of being afraid. How I ended up like this? Omg
Answer me please. I want your opinion and the reason behind it
Depression Support / by Popitzik
Last post
 October 2nd, 2019
...See more My questions: DO WE HAVE A FREE WILL? DO WE REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY AND HONESTLY HAVE A FREE WILL IN LIFE? HOW DO YOU FEEL WHEN ITCOMES TO LIFE CHOICES? EVEN THE SMALLEST DAILY CHOICES, ARE YOU CHOOSING WHAT TO DO WITH YOUR LIFE OR NOT? WHY AM I FEELING I HAVE NO CHOICE? IS THIS DEPRESSION OR ILLUSION AND LOW SF ESTEEM.? AM I POWERFUL OR POWERLESS? WHY DO I FEEL I HAVE NO CHOICE? WHY EVERYONE SAYS THAT I HAVE THE CHOICE, BUT I KEEPMAKING THE WRONG DECISIONS? WHY AM I NOT MAKING THE RIGHT THINGS? DO I LIVE IN AN ILLUSION? I FEE IMMOBILIZED. CAN YOU HELP ME FREE MYSELF AND FEEL AWESOME?
Virgo season ♍ Post some qualities that you have here being a virgo.
Relationship Stress / by Popitzik
Last post
 September 13th, 2019
...See more Hello fellow virgos. How are you? It's virgo season now so if you are a virgo, happy birthday 🎊🎂🎉❤️ I'm a sagittarius BTW. So what virgo qualities do you belive you have? Describe your virgo personality. 💋💋💋
Why do you feel lonely besides if you have depression or actually alone?
Relationship Stress / by Popitzik
Last post
 September 9th, 2019
...See more I wanna hear all of your thoughts and experiences, I want to help people as much as I can, before that I must know the reasons. ❤️ Ps. I'm no different, I have as well experienced loneliness in my life so I know how it feels.
I keep thinking of him because his late repliez
Relationship Stress / by Popitzik
Last post
 September 9th, 2019
...See more Hello guys how are ya? So that's a silly title I know! But whatevs So I know this guy since 2010 but I don't really know KNOW him because we were not talking back then when we were in school. For 2 years, everyday in the same classroom. Anyway. We were talking a bit, not much. He was a very shy guy. I thought he liked me because he was shy around me. But I general also shy. Anyway. Back then it was a little joking around, talking about classes and teachers normal stuff. At the time I was in love with Jim. But we are now talking about George. So George used to text me a few times after we graduated and he was asking me out for a coffee. Back then I didn't eve want to go out with him because I was so shy. I was feeling that's he was hitting on me and I was feeling awkward. By the time I said yes, he took it back and said that he was busy with work. I then had a relationship with a guy, unfortunately not Jim, and that was the last time I saw George, or I thought so,.... He saw me with my boyfriend at that time, and I was so happy when I saw him I said hello and raised my arm for him to see me but he saw me and never said hello. Then I was feeling super sad. Note that he saw me holfing hands with my ex so maybe he felt awkward. This was back in 2012. Fast forward to 2015. I sent to George to see how he is doing.... So many years later. I know. So disconnected from everyone because I quit social media in 2014. I broke up with my bf in 2013 and texted George 2015. Now thats a huge time gap. We only said hello that's it. Lol I don't know why. I didn't even know how George was doing or even if he was alive so to speak. No contact with him for so many years. Fast forward July 2018. I saw George in the bus. It was absolutely shocking. I haven't seen him for ages and ages. He told me that's been many years that he moved out of the country. He asked for my number even though we live in different countries lol. He asked me out for a coffee. Now that was a nice... Wonderful night to remember. Think about it. A person that you had nice feelings for, no contact with, you somehow see him sitting on a bus chair...... Im sure he saw me because I was outside of the bus first I was talki g with a friend and waiting for the bus to start the engine. Then I went inside and I saw him. He was looking so different but good. I don't know if he saw me but I feel he did. He absolutely did. I took the courage and went and said hello to him. We were talking the whole time and as I said he asked for my number and he asked me out. Then fast forward two days later he came and took me with his car, he insisted to because I was about to take the bus, i thought oh how gentleman. He paid for my drinks I mean it was pretty amazing. I felt uncomfortable though because I was starting to sense that George wasn't going friendly. Lol but then okay I tried to pay for him too. An ice cream or whatever. That day we were together for 6 hours. Walking most of the time. When it was late he drove me to my home and said goodnight. That was July 2018. He didn't visit the country since then ehi h was unfortunate because I remember I was thinking about the next Sumner to come but he never did. Since then we are only texting each other once in a while. Nothing special. I don't know what happened but since I met him and we went for a coffee I tried to see him more than friendly. I couldn't though. Since..... A month ago. I'm thinking about him like frequently. Yesterday we had a huge conversation like nothing else we used to talk about. It was deep, man, and I found out he is depressed and unsatisfied with his life. I was so sad hearing that and a feeling of wanting to help him arised in me. But couldn't ofc. Unfortunately due to his lack of enjoyment in life. I guess, he won't be able to enjoy flirting or even bother talk to me. I was sad and I still am. I'm not here to change anyone and I don't want to text a human being trying to help him and accidentally make him feel sorry about himself. I can't force anything, I wish this was a good timing. But it ain't. He is very out of focus, anxious about his life, disappointed, unsatisfied. Etc. I don't judge him ofc. I used to be like him. When I was in his condition I wasn't giving a damn about socializing and relationships. thanx for reading me guys. Any comment would be appreciated.
I want to talk about this. I know there isnt sth I can do
Relationship Stress / by Popitzik
Last post
 September 29th, 2018
...See more so there's this guy. In a forum about self-development and stuff.. Let's call him J-. He used to visit my profile back in February when he first signed up. I'm an older member there. I figured why does he visit me so often? Then all of a sudden,he sent me and said hi,so I replied,we are both from the same country. He then asked for my Facebook account so we can chat by DM. I said I dont have one,but I had an anonymous for "stalking" once in a while if it was necessary. I gave his this one. Then he said if I want to meet him in person. I was not sure because I knew almost nothing about him and I couldn't trust. We met in March-April. Can't remember exactly. Until then we also went for a coffee and studied together in library - back in June. This was the last time we saw each other. From this time on something broke in me, and I'm sure he feels the same too. As the time passes we talk less and less. Messages were never frequent but now are so rare. I dont want to change with him especially because he doesn't show interest as much I've tried . Its sad but theres nothing i can do. I have no hope about this. Why human relationships have to end?
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