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Phoenix1234theythem
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Depression Support / by Phoenix1234theythem
Last post
 December 15th
...See more im not doing well at all just getting worse thoughts getting worse depression worse everything is worse. ik im so lucky to have a fab support circle but not enough anymore, i need professional help so im gonna ask my parents for a therapist. except i am bad at opening up so probably even the therapist won’t rlly be able to help cos they won’t even know what’s wrong with me. heck i barely know what’s wrong with me myself.
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Self-Harm Recovery / by Phoenix1234theythem
Last post
 November 9th
...See more Huge trigger warning: TW///////////////////////// I was horrible today. I was three weeks clean, maybe more; I was doing so well that I forgot to count how long I was even clean for. Then I cut and I cut and I cut and I cut and I couldn't feel it at all, couldn't feel anything at all, so I carried on and I cut and I cut and I cut and- why.. why is this bad. i dont even know why its bad. i dont know why it doesnt hurt. i dont know why i of all people do this. i dont know why i feel such a relief when the pain finally kicks in. i dont know why i feel worse when there is no pain. i dont know why that the lack of pain causes me to cut more to try and feel pain. feel something. and i am sorry for this post which is awful and disgusting. anyway. sorry.
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