All my life I have suffered with depression and anxiety on and off. I never fit in anywhere, find it hard to make real friends because I suffer soical anxiety and have bipolar tendencies. Im an empath so feel deepy for others and take there troubles on as my own worries. I have no support or family and only a small few people that actually care about me. Ive been used too may times to count and never had a real bestfriend that didn't treat me like dirt and use me. My selfworth is basically zero as everyone Ive ever known has treated me like nothing.