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PeacefulMiss17
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PathStep 175 Compassion hearts18 Forum posts38 Forum upvotes44 Current upvotes44 Age GroupAdult Last activeApril, 2022 Member sinceDecember 26, 2017
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God I loved that man
Journals & Diaries / by PeacefulMiss17
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 April 5th, 2020
...See more The other night I had a dream about a young man I havent thought about in several years. I was so madly in love with him at the time but he was a bit older and wanted different things. For years we tried to connect but eventually one New Years Eve I called him up to hear his voice one last time. I was 18 then. So young and so sure I was doing the right thing. Nobody has ever kissed me or touched me the way he did. Its been a long looong time since that night when I called him up to tell him I loved him. God it hurts because I can still hear the quiver in his voice when he told me he loved me too. I havent spoken about him and have pushed him as far out of my mind as possible. I awoke from my dream so startled... thinking what the hell??? I started crying because that pain was still there and I had no idea. Why 14 years later am I suddenly dreaming about him and have been a wreck since. Its insane and Im well aware of it. I had to do a Facebook search but couldnt find him. Now my mind wants to rationalize all this by seeing if hes okay. I know that sounds crazy and i have no intention in contacting him. I just want to see if hes okay.
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