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Peacecraft
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I feel trapped in a small room with no where to go
Anxiety Support / by Peacecraft
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July 9th, 2021
...See more I was having anxiety issues at my factory job to the point where I felt like the office people were out to get rid of me so I started a new job less than 3 weeks ago and I had 2 panic attacks the last 2 days. Yesterday I have to leave in the middle of a shift. It felt like the walls were closing in and there was too much noise and I couldn't keep up. Then it happened I went to go lift a box that I just got done packing and put it on the pallet and the whole bottom fell out, everything all over the floor. I started to cry. Honestly its not even a job I wanted but with the area I live in you have 2 choices for work for someone who may or may not have a degree, factory or retail. My boyfriend hasn't really been supportive in any of this. He just says that I just need to be stronger and get over it. I talked to hr today about going to another facility where its a little slower but its not the shift my boyfriend wants me to work and thats if my move gets approved. He start all in on his job, and his career, and saying he knows I can't do it. Worse part is I can't leave him, I have no where to go. I can't afford a place by myself, and the area doesn't have any apartments really with covid not that they accept pets anyways. I really don't have any friends, any I try to make stop talking to me with in a few months. I feel like I'm in a prison of anxiety and it keeps getting smaller and smaller.