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Traumas and relationships
Trauma Support / by PassionateSea
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 January 15th
...See more I’m going to make this short. I’m in my mid 30s and I’ve been told that my traumas from childhood is the reason for the way I am now. I don’t know if that’s true. Yes my parents were not perfect but I know they loved me. I think my failed relationships come from my insecurities and lack of trust. I been hurt my many people. I wouldn’t even know how to be in a relationship. When I’m in one that I think I want I sabotage it. I’m becoming okay with solitude and maybe I’ll end up having a really lonely life. Weddings and fairytales like having someone that’s a sincere partner that’s my biggest cheerleader and loves and supports me doesn’t exist for me. That’s okay because I never had support from my family growing up anyway. I survived alone. I’m still surviving. I’m a survivor. One day I’ll exhale. I want to heal and be complete. I want to feel beautiful again. I’m hopeful that one day things will change for the better and remain in happiness. I’m tired of the fear. I want to be able to go out to the store or a restaurant or travel. Instead I just stay with my routine. Work and home. At least I have my children and my new puppy. Thanks for your time while I rambled away.
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