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OpheliacRose
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"You're up there, took the stairs, to the stars all alone
You left all the lights burning but nobody's home"



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Slipping into a relapse?
Alcohol & Drug Addiction Support / by OpheliacRose
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 April 2nd, 2020
...See more I'm worried that I'm slowly slipping into a relapse but I honestly don't have the energy or motivation to stop it. I frequently have been taking substantially more of some of my controlled substance medications, often in various ways, and overall just engaging in behaviors that I know makes it a slippery slope for me. I have a decent amount of time clean right now, more than I ever have in the past, but I'm just so exhausted from fighting the thoughts. I know that drugs put me into some really horrid places, I've had repressed memories come back that show that to me, but at the same time I don't feel like I'm capable of actually avoiding this relapse and that kind of scares me.... If I relapse again, I'm not going to try to recover after that one. I don't have it in me..
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