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OnyxMcG
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Stop looking at me ...
Poetry / by OnyxMcG
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 2 days ago
...See more Stop looking at me With those eyes  Stop looking through me Take me in at surface level Tell me i'm pretty Call me handsome Don’t look inside I don’t want you to see I don’t want to be vulnerable in front of you Your eyes make me feel naked They rip through my clothes and skin Leaving me raw I don’t want you to look inside It's a mess My body is sore and weak And my head is flooded with you I don’t want you to know How much I think of you How you have a physical effect on me You make my heart skip, and my stomach sick Do you notice how I follow you around Hanging out in groups i don’t know Just so I can be close you you If i could I’d cling to your side But that's weird I’m weird  That's why I don’t want you to look at me I don’t want you to see me  I want you to be infatuated by my looks With this version of me in your head Because I’m scared To let you in 
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Are my parents transphobic? Should I wait too come out?
LGBTQ+ / MOGII Support / by OnyxMcG
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 1 day ago
...See more A few days ago, on Saturday, me and my family got into a big argument about trans people in sports. Me being trans myself, defended the fact that trans women are still women and that they should be able to play womens sports. My dad did not agree, to say the least. He said the trans women had an “unfair advantage” and even brought up Lia Thomas, a transgender swimmer, referring to her as a “guy” and “he”. I corrected his use of pronouns saying that she uses she/her pronouns, which made him more upset and he stormed off. I haven’t officially come out as transgender but I’m sure they suspect. But this whole conversation makes me scared to actually tell them. I just don’t know what to do, I don’t want to upset my parents but I don’t think I can go by my deadname or she/her pronouns any longer. But my sister is only six and she's autistic so she doesn’t understand what transgender means. I don’t want to confuse her. I’m just so lost. I can’t hide this part of me forever, but I don’t know when the appropriate time is. I only have a few years before I start college and move out of the house.
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