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I will try my best to get to you I am Olive R Anson





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Christmas activites
Hobby Zone / by OliveAnson
Last post
 December 19th, 2023
...See more What is your favorite thing t do during the holidays For me it's building (poorly builtTwT)Gingerbread houses.
Perfection
Poetry / by OliveAnson
Last post
 November 7th, 2023
...See more No one is perfect, I mean, Look at you. Look yourself in the eyes, and say that "I'm not perfect." It's only a label that breaks everyone into little pieces. So instead look at yourself, and say, "I'm just different" No better yet say that you're "Unique". Because I can bet you a million people call themselves perfect, but keep overthinking that what if they aren't. well I have something to tell you, You aren't perfect, your unique, and beautiful, a wonderful person, maybe not everyone likes that, but they just refuse to see how wonderful you are. I love that you're different. ANd I like it when you aren't trying to be someone else.
Breath
Poetry / by OliveAnson
Last post
 September 27th, 2023
...See more Your imperfections are far from imperfect. Every sound you make reminds me of every breath you take, and every breath you take reminds me of all of your beauty that shines right through you. you calming aura surrounds the air, just take a moment to breath, breath before you fall face first into the pool of your burdens, take a moment to breath before you dive into the darkness, because I want to see you shine, and when you don't shine brighter than any of the stars then I'll be your guide and get you to shine. Because your smile means everything to me, and I can't put a price on something so beautiful, and intricate beauty, that has shed so much light yet consumed much more darkness.
The beginning
Poetry / by OliveAnson
Last post
 September 26th, 2023
...See more I can still hear your voice in my dreams, but I don’t know if it’s the real you. So far away but for some reason I can still feel you, I try to close my eyes but that doesn’t help, I can still see you. It’s like the calming smell of your addiction never ends. And it's hard to pretend that it's not there because it is. Enveloped in the air around me like an invisible mist. I still remember the first time we met, I was seven. When time slowed down and I couldn’t hear a single sound other than your voice. I had no idea what was happening around me, I was just glad that finally, A peace of happiness found me. I Wake up in a cold sweat, those memories stick to my skin. I swear some nights my dreams begin with scenes so vivid I feel like I’ll lose myself in the future when all I wanted was to be with you. And It feels like if I don’t relive those moments I’m afraid that the few memories I have left of you won't last, and you’ll turn into nothing more than a dream that never happened. But of all the time spent together, It was actually the beginning that I remember the most, because the first time you made me smile it felt like the warmth of the sun had made its way inside for a while. I mean, I could try forever to compile a list of things to describe it but I'd get lost in a sea of words it’d be hard to keep my head up The tender warmth of your love made it hard to resist. And even though past mistakes had left you in bits and pieces, I knew that I couldn’t hate you in all your imperfection. The moment your eyes weren’t filled with regret, I saw myself in their reflection, and I realized then you had let me in where only a few others have been. What was once shrouded in darkness suddenly became clear, this was the side of your heart where you’d hidden all that you’ve ever feared, all that you’ve ever lost. All the regrets you've buried and all the memories you forgot. It’s all the nights where you cried so hard it left you breathless, I was there and I saw those tears run down your face. You were overwhelmed with disappointment and second guesses, not from me. And I know it’s not easy when every step you take reminds you of a past mistake. When every smile you fake hides the pain you wish you could replace with something other than a burden. The most frustrating thing about love is that it can be so uncertain, it’s like a leap of faith. So brace yourself because you won't always make it, sometimes you gotta fall face first on the pavement to get a taste of failure, but eventually, you’ll learn not to fear it. After all, there are few things more resilient than the human spirit. And you know what? It’s quite a sight; to look forward to a future brimming with life, a future bathed in colors so bright they’ll make your heart soar as if heaven itself was right at your feet. And I’ll be waiting for you there in the creek where we lost my motorboat, back in Batavia. Where the lake and waterfall meet, as we walked on the dam to get to the other side. Your hands holding mine so I wouldn’t fall always seemed to take me back, back to the beginning. The beginning of your love for me. The Beginning of being there for your first daughter. Who has grown to be so beautiful and wize, and not ashamed of having a father who has made bad mistakes. Because for once in my life, I felt what it was like to be with someone you cherish and love. And to be a family. And If I could relive those moments all over again, I’d relive them back at the very beginning.
Life is Easy?
Poetry / by OliveAnson
Last post
 September 22nd, 2023
...See more People say life is easy because that's what they want to hear, and they want you to agree with that, so you can then get hooked into the loop, of lies. Life is anything but easy. Sometimes you feel like you are left in the dark, and it hurts, because all you know is darkness, the darkness in life consumes the person of negativity. And the negativity feeds the darkness, until the only thing left is the black void. until someone consumed with light walks through that door, the light is so bright, you can hardly see, and they hold their hand out for you to take and tell you "You're not alone in this darkness." The darkness is no longer consumed with negative thoughts because that light is illuminating a path for you to walk in and the positive thoughts coming through this person is pushing the darkness away, and you aren't alone on that path. No one is alone. We have each other to lean on. It shouldn't matter what other people say. just push them away. Made by me
Misery
Poetry / by OliveAnson
Last post
 October 19th, 2023
...See more Misery Life Is Hard Enough To Swallow Without Squeezing In The Bitter Rind Of Resentment by Putting The Names Of People Who Wronged Them. There Is So Much Adversity Out There, Even For The Lucky And Wise. I Add My Voice Through A Subtle Process Where Bounds Of Degradation Are Too Strong To Be Broken. Envy, Joins Chemicals In winning some sort of Quantity Price For Causing Misery. Interesting Chemicals Demonstrate Enticing Transcending Envy Desiring Misery. My Final Prescription is to you; A Life Of Fuzzy Thinking And Infelicity Is To Ignore A Story Someone Tells You. This is Precisely The Type Of Example You Should Learn Nothing From. If Bent On Minimizing Your Results From Your Own Endowment. They as people Become All of Whom Philip Wylie Observed: “You Couldn’t Squeeze A Dime Between What They Already Know And What They Will Never learn.” Inspired by CHARLIE MUNGER
My Poetry
Poetry / by OliveAnson
Last post
 September 23rd, 2023
...See more "Your smile is brighter than any star or sun in the sky" -Me
My Poetry
Poetry / by OliveAnson
Last post
 September 20th, 2023
...See more Possible I’m alone… I don’t know what to do…I feel like there is a wall blocking everything from me… I stop trying because I don’t know how to break that wall down… I feel the things I touch just start to fade away… I’m broken…like a toy And there’s nothing I can do to fix it… I’m pushed away by a force I cannot control… And every time I try to go back I end up on the ground crying in pain, just waiting for freedom… I’m working hard… But it doesn’t seem to be enough… And no matter how many times someone tells me it’s enough… It’s not enough for me to break down that wall… I’m fighting… But no matter how hard I try… I fail. My fists and face are bruised, And It hurts! I’m in bars… And there is absolutely nothing that can help me get out of them… Nothing… I’m falling… And I feel like I’m not waking up… I’m forgetting… And I can’t stop or help it… Everything in my head is telling me to forget about everything and everyone… And it won’t stop repeating… I don’t want to forget…. I don’t want to lose everything I have… I’m searching… I’m want to find out my future… Without having a problem… Will I even make it that far…? I’m Believing… In everything I’ve got,… I’m not gonna stop, I’ll keep going until I reach the end…I Will break that wall! I will see… The future I’ll have with my friends and family...but not the pain that caused this just...myself. I’m powerful… Nothing will stop me from getting to the end… I’ll keep my promises… I won’t let go because I’m not falling anymore, I’m flying… They said I couldn’t do it but look at me now! I am Free. I can Fly, Nothing I touch will fade away or become out of reach. I’m not alone, I’m not fighting so much that I get bruises and blood. I am no longer in those bars You have put me in. I Am no longer Broken. I can see the world around me, And feel their touch. That wall has been broken from the amount of suffering and pain. It’s ruined, but so is the past.
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