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Noyzecat
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PathStep 21 Compassion hearts25 Forum posts12 Forum upvotes10 Current upvotes10 Age GroupAdult Last activeMarch, 2020 Member sinceSeptember 23, 2019
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Recently filed for divorce/lonely and miss laughing
Relationship Stress / by Noyzecat
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 December 10th, 2019
...See more Hey all. So, I'm pretty new to all this, and I'm not really sure exactly how to start, so I'm just going to put it out there. I have recently filed for divorce from a very manipulative, hurtful man. He is continuing to contact me, to talk about all his growth and how he is fixing himself for me, but I honestly can't even begin to think about a relationshiop with him. I am so overly done, it isn't even funny. I'm also the dietary director at an assisted living facility, so I work full time in a position where, I mostly fullfill others needs. I also work on my parents goat farm, where I spend most my free time fullfilling animals needs. I love my life, I am secure in my descision, and I am doing quite well emotionally, although still on a rollercoaster somewhat. I am just so freaking lonely right now! Honestly, I jsut want someone to chat with. not in a romantic way, not trying to build something, not trying to fix something, just someone who might have a similar experience that can help me think through some of the sh*t, and maybe also talk about anything else in the world! I miss having fun and laughing at silly things. I miss writing and reading poetry with friends. I miss having connections! Does anyone else out there know this feeling? Anybody maybe want to chat about life in a way that both recognized the tragedy and the beauty?
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