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Nefer3Lily
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PathStep 3 Compassion hearts11 Forum posts5 Forum upvotes7 Current upvotes7 Age GroupAdult Last activeSeptember, 2019 Member sinceSeptember 17, 2019
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Tired and hopeless
Depression Support / by Nefer3Lily
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 November 2nd, 2019
...See more Ive been messed up ever since 4th grade, cutting, those thoughts, the fun stuff. Now being a year out of high school, I just dont know what Im doing anymore. My grades were practically all failing because I cant focus on anything. And I was supposed to start college last month but I cant even get myself to get out of my bed. The classic parents telling me Im a failure and a disappointment. Follow that up with being mentally and sexually abused multiple times in my relationships, and now finding out my so has been cheating on me twice. I honestly dont know what to do anymore and I feel so trapped. I have disfigured my lower belly from how much I cut, but I cant get myself to tell anyone close to me about it. I feel dumb because I feel like I can get help but at the same time I feel like I cant. Stupid I know.
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