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Nate715
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A baked... a baked bean?!
PathStep 1,600 Compassion hearts61 Forum posts27 Forum upvotes32 Current upvotes32 Age GroupTeen Last activeNovember, 2024 Member sinceOctober 31, 2024
Bio

just a silly silly bean. in a silly silly world. meep. :P

Comfort places: Library, on the internet (general), 7cups

Comfort items: Phone, Chromebook, PC, Spicy Lgbtq+ and straight romance books, plushies :3

Fav music artists: 6arelyhuman, Asteria, kets4eki, 070 shake, raye

Nate, 13, All pronouns




Recent forum posts
Shoplifting addiction + How i'm starting to heal and stop this addiction
Addiction Support / by Nate715
Last post
 3 hours ago
...See more Hi, I'm nate. 13, all pronouns. and here i am, new member of this group today and i can't believe i'm finding myself talking about this because i thought it was shameful. i hope other people can relate to this so i don't feel alone, so, lets begin. I don't know when this shoplifting addiction started, maybe when i was 7/8, and now i'm ashamed of it. the reason i shoplifted often was because, i was deprived of many things, but i still know its wrong. there are times where i felt a sense of guilt after doing something, sometimes embarrassment. i've maybe stolen, hundreds of things by now. tiny things typically. some things would include stickers, charms, skincare, makeup, pins, and other things really. in all those times, i've never been caught. i've been caught maybe once, and it was this year. but it was only because employees were total jerks about it and called me out in front of the entire store, and the thing i was trying to take was very big and very noticeable. my mom has found my stolen items and taken them away from me and hid them in her room, i found them today, all of them. i'm slowly going to be taking everything back. but its not the only thing i found in there. fvck. my diaries... i don't know if she's read them. but they aren't good. none of them are. and i know she's written notes in them. i'm scared to look in them, i'm scared of how many secrets she'll find. i just want to burn the books now. anyways, besides the point, i stopped shoplifting but my urges are constantly still there. and if your wondering, no i don't have money, no i don't get an allowence, no there is no way for me to earn money, i only get money twice a year, and my parents say no to everything i want. all of this contributes to the urges, i'm afraid i'll go back and shoplift again. but so far, i'm a few weeks clean, maybe even a month clean.
Self esteem update, again. unfortunately.
Self-Esteem / by Nate715
Last post
 1 day ago
...See more i'm currently having lunch and because my uncle is here, I have to let him eat first, which I don't mind at all. but the slightest things will make him not eat, such as me or my sister asking to get food before him, coughing *near* the food, or arguments when eating. because all I asked was to get my food, he didn't want to eat, I don't know why he does this but it upset my mother and now shes asking him to come eat. all I want is a normal lunch time. all I want is a day where I don't throw my food or drinks out of anger. she proceeded to throw my drink in my face and didn't allow me to put the fork down on the table, I just wanted to eat. I can barely get 2 damn meals in my body without her criticizing everything I say and do. 2 damn meals. not 3, 2. that's all I ask for.  otherwise then, i'm back to stuffing my face with Halloween candy whenever i'm hungry. thanks a lot mom. 
Self-esteem update
Self-Esteem / by Nate715
Last post
 1 day ago
...See more If you haven't seen my last post, I was very drained and depressed. Currently, I am feeling good today! trying to cut down on Halloween candy though. (I swear i've eaten at least 35 pieces in 2 days! not feeling good about that.)
Introduction + Current fights with my mom is bringing my self-esteem down and I'm back to SH
Self-Esteem / by Nate715
Last post
 9 hours ago
...See more "Every Child deserves a parent, but not every parent deserves a child." -??? Hi. I'm Nate. 13 years old, and you can use all pronouns on me. I'm not feeling the best today, what is the reason for that? Well, from the title lets guess, in a non-sarcastic way.  That's right, you read the title.  Lets begin.  Ever since my uncle had visited us, its been maybe 2 months, I can definitely see a change within her. before my uncle came, she didn't yell nor physically hurt me. guess what shes doing right now? those. shes been going on my phone a lot more too and I feel like its been a weeks worth of how much she scolded me and physically hurt me. worst of all, I swear shes degraded me with some of the things she's said. one of the things she said to me "all because that photo got out, now kids won't want to be friends with you and I understand why. because your nasty." just caught me entirely off guard. the photo shes referring to was an old photo of myself from 2 months ago that was seen by maybe 40 out of 108 kids in my grade, they all forgot about it. she's acting like i'm a shame and an embarrassment, in fact its what she told me when she found out that photo was spread around my grade. it wasn't anyone's fault, nor to the first two people who seen it.  she's never stood with me in this situation, even if it wasn't my fault. and it wasn't.  I found myself doing SH again 3 hours after she'd scolded me in the car on the way to school.
Music genres + introduction
Music & Dance / by Nate715
Last post
 Friday
...See more Hello everyone! I'm nate, 13, all pronouns, and i'm new to this group! hopefully, this group can have more people soon! I love music some of my favorite music genres are -pop -electronic -indie what's yours?
introduction
Newbie Hub / by Nate715
Last post
 13 hours ago
...See more Hello I'm Nate, and I joined 7cups on 10/30/24, hope everyone is doing well. "believe you can and your halfway there" -theodore roosevelt
New member + Support
Eating Disorder Support / by Nate715
Last post
 Friday
...See more Hi, I'm Nate. 13 and all pronouns. I just joined this community today. I never thought I would end up talking about this, but here I am. I don't know for sure about any of this, and yes I will eventually get myself professionally diagnosed if symptoms continue occuring. I was a very skinny child until I was around 6 years old, when I reached six I was around 100 lbs, its okay, no big deal, haha. seven years old, 120 lbs. 8 years old, 130-140 lbs, 9, 150-170 pounds, 10, estimated 170-190 lbs, 11, 200 lbs, 12, 230 lbs, 13, 230-245 lbs I really hope I don't gain anymore weight its shameful knowing i'm either addicted to food or avoiding it. I'm a little physically chubby, i'm a very tall kid, 5'9, so the weight goes along my body just fine. Yes I know I am extremely overweight, my bare minimum weight I have to be is around 168 lbs. bad parenting? no. I just ate a ton. It's hard for me to love my body sometimes, especially right now. every time i'd fight with my mom or sister I'd eat a lot or eat too little, especially eating a lot to the point where i'm uncomfortably full, i'd feel sick, and instead of vomiting i'd purposely eat tons of dairy and make myself use the bathroom. sometimes this would happen more then 2 times a day and this has been going on for two years, at one point I became insecure to eat at school (started last year) and I still don't eat at school. eating and not eating is literally killing me. I hate working out and when I do, it doesn't help. i learned to love my body and its not everyday I feel insecure, but there's definitely more days where I am then loving my body. I've taken multiple quizzes and the same answer shows up, "you might have an eating disorder" do I? do I really have an eating disorder? and if I do, how do I lose weight without doing my habits? My body is 80% covered in stretchmarks and I learned to embrace the ones on my arms, sides, and back of my knees, because I learned even "pretty" people have them. I want people to normalize back stretch marks, I want people normalizing them, and I want to start by normalizing that because I have them. my habits low-key seem like an eating disorder, no? I been questioning this for two years. Eating disorders run in my family unknowingly, and nobody has got it professionally diagnosed but I know for a fact my uncle doesn't eat. I don't think I seen this man eat within the last.. two weeks or so?  the times where it *looked* like i had an eating disorder, was the days I found myself eating once and sleeping a ton, and I had multiple phases like that. no use. i've done tons of research, its also useless. I give up..  So, Bulimia or anorexia or something else? or am I normal? (I don't think I am normal)
Hows everyone doing today?
LGBTQ+ / MOGII Support / by Nate715
Last post
 Friday
...See more remember your important and you matter and whomever you are and whatever you like is who you are and that's what makes you special. 
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