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Nate715
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A baked... a baked bean?!
PathStep 2,233 Compassion hearts234 Forum posts74 Forum upvotes172 Current upvotes172 Age GroupTeen Last activeNovember, 2024 Member sinceOctober 31, 2024
Bio

| Nate | 13 | All pronouns |

Just a silly silly bean. in a silly silly world. meep. :P

Comfort places: Library, on the internet (general), 7cups

Comfort items: Phone, Chromebook, PC, Spicy Lgbtq+ and straight romance books, plushies :3

Fave Music Artists: 6arelyhuman, Asteria, Kets4eki, 070 shake, raye, red luna and kobzx2z

I would love to be friends with you! IG: @YouHaveIssuesLikeMe (Under a private account)

I have mommy issues.... Yayyyy... ✨ along with returning depression, anxiety, burnout, and i was recently diagnosed with bipolar disorder. fun.

Languages: English and Arabic (1st language, and no i cannot speak it fluently right now, i hear and understand more)

Nationality: Palestinian

Religion: Christian

The only interests i have is anime. oh, and this thing called procrastination but... like 😗








Recent forum posts
emotions?-
General Support / by Nate715
Last post
 Friday
...See more Has anyone else just feeling empty lately? sort of this numb, empty feeling like your just existing? that's what I feel like right now and a little heartbroken, honestly.  I assume the empty feeling just comes from routine and being at school, because its the only place I get this feeling, nowhere else. and there are many times at school I've just accepted everything that happens. the only thing i'm looking forward to on Thanksgiving break is actual thanksgiving, not sure if its because i've been waiting such a long time I can't take it anymore, or maybe because my Thanksgiving break starts so late? (11/22 - ???)  let me know when your Thanksgiving break starts, I feel like my break starts way too late. winter break last year for me started 12/22. anyways, back to the feeling, anyone feeling that lately?
QOTD: What is something random you like collecting or have a lot of?
Newbie Hub / by Nate715
Last post
 Sunday
...See more I started Last year collecting stickers and i probably have over 230+ stickers, another thing i like collecting are croc charms, which i probably have over 50+, and pins of any sort, which i have maybe 20 whats yours? also i'll be posting fun questions whenever i can
I don't know where to put this vent - Diaries. and how i'll never have one ever again. (by nate, 13, all pronouns, if i didn't introduce myself)
General Support / by Nate715
Last post
 November 5th
...See more I don't know why, i don't know how.  A few years ago i was told by my mother that she would never check a single notebook or diary i had to keep my privacy to myself. but as i rebelled and got older, it seemed like she completely forgot about that. the first diary/notebook/journal she went through was a book she got me herself when i was around 10 or 11, i ended up drawing tons of OCs and writing tons of problems i was going through in it, and that included tons of cussing - my mom doesn't allow extreme cuss words such as the b word, f word, or others. i eventually finished using that journal and hid it in my drawer and eventually forgot about it. a few months go by and i rediscover it and look through it and i find some unexpected embarrassing notes from my mom, i was *** off. how could she do this to me? i thought she didn't care about this stuff! recently, a few hours ago, she and my uncle and my younger sisters went out to shop and get food, and i went through into her room to find some things, and i ended up finding them along with 2 old diaries of mine, which i haven't used in years - one of the diaries contained an old nsfw art from when i was 11, really scared she saw it. the third diary, is one from recently. i'd say, one from when i was 12 years old up until now i've been using it but i haven't used it in months, knowing she'd kept it from me makes me cringe just thinking about the potiental notes she's written in there. i wanna burn it but all the time i've placed into the diaries make me not want to. what do i do in this situation and should i open up the diaries to check? (and no, i don't wanna talk to my mom about it.)
Shoplifting addiction + How i'm starting to heal and stop this addiction
Addiction Support / by Nate715
Last post
 November 13th
...See more Hi, I'm nate. 13, all pronouns. and here i am, new member of this group today and i can't believe i'm finding myself talking about this because i thought it was shameful. i hope other people can relate to this so i don't feel alone, so, lets begin. I don't know when this shoplifting addiction started, maybe when i was 7/8, and now i'm ashamed of it. the reason i shoplifted often was because, i was deprived of many things, but i still know its wrong. there are times where i felt a sense of guilt after doing something, sometimes embarrassment. i've maybe stolen, hundreds of things by now. tiny things typically. some things would include stickers, charms, skincare, makeup, pins, and other things really. in all those times, i've never been caught. i've been caught maybe once, and it was this year. but it was only because employees were total jerks about it and called me out in front of the entire store, and the thing i was trying to take was very big and very noticeable. my mom has found my stolen items and taken them away from me and hid them in her room, i found them today, all of them. i'm slowly going to be taking everything back. but its not the only thing i found in there. fvck. my diaries... i don't know if she's read them. but they aren't good. none of them are. and i know she's written notes in them. i'm scared to look in them, i'm scared of how many secrets she'll find. i just want to burn the books now. anyways, besides the point, i stopped shoplifting but my urges are constantly still there. and if your wondering, no i don't have money, no i don't get an allowence, no there is no way for me to earn money, i only get money twice a year, and my parents say no to everything i want. all of this contributes to the urges, i'm afraid i'll go back and shoplift again. but so far, i'm a few weeks clean, maybe even a month clean.
Self esteem update, again. unfortunately.
Self-Esteem / by Nate715
Last post
 November 4th
...See more i'm currently having lunch and because my uncle is here, I have to let him eat first, which I don't mind at all. but the slightest things will make him not eat, such as me or my sister asking to get food before him, coughing *near* the food, or arguments when eating. because all I asked was to get my food, he didn't want to eat, I don't know why he does this but it upset my mother and now shes asking him to come eat. all I want is a normal lunch time. all I want is a day where I don't throw my food or drinks out of anger. she proceeded to throw my drink in my face and didn't allow me to put the fork down on the table, I just wanted to eat. I can barely get 2 damn meals in my body without her criticizing everything I say and do. 2 damn meals. not 3, 2. that's all I ask for.  otherwise then, i'm back to stuffing my face with Halloween candy whenever i'm hungry. thanks a lot mom. 
Self-esteem update
Self-Esteem / by Nate715
Last post
 Monday
...See more If you haven't seen my last post, I was very drained and depressed. Currently, I am feeling good today! trying to cut down on Halloween candy though. (I swear i've eaten at least 35 pieces in 2 days! not feeling good about that.)
Introduction + Current fights with my mom is bringing my self-esteem down and I'm back to SH
Self-Esteem / by Nate715
Last post
 November 4th
...See more "Every Child deserves a parent, but not every parent deserves a child." -??? Hi. I'm Nate. 13 years old, and you can use all pronouns on me. I'm not feeling the best today, what is the reason for that? Well, from the title lets guess, in a non-sarcastic way.  That's right, you read the title.  Lets begin.  Ever since my uncle had visited us, its been maybe 2 months, I can definitely see a change within her. before my uncle came, she didn't yell nor physically hurt me. guess what shes doing right now? those. shes been going on my phone a lot more too and I feel like its been a weeks worth of how much she scolded me and physically hurt me. worst of all, I swear shes degraded me with some of the things she's said. one of the things she said to me "all because that photo got out, now kids won't want to be friends with you and I understand why. because your nasty." just caught me entirely off guard. the photo shes referring to was an old photo of myself from 2 months ago that was seen by maybe 40 out of 108 kids in my grade, they all forgot about it. she's acting like i'm a shame and an embarrassment, in fact its what she told me when she found out that photo was spread around my grade. it wasn't anyone's fault, nor to the first two people who seen it.  she's never stood with me in this situation, even if it wasn't my fault. and it wasn't.  I found myself doing SH again 3 hours after she'd scolded me in the car on the way to school.
Music genres + introduction
Music & Dance / by Nate715
Last post
 November 1st
...See more Hello everyone! I'm nate, 13, all pronouns, and i'm new to this group! hopefully, this group can have more people soon! I love music some of my favorite music genres are -pop -electronic -indie what's yours?
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