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NOnEMus
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PathStep 2 Compassion hearts76 Forum posts9 Forum upvotes4 Current upvotes4 Age GroupAdult Last activeMarch, 2022 Member sinceSeptember 4, 2021
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Picking Up My Shattered Thoughts
Journals & Diaries / by NOnEMus
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 September 28th, 2021
...See more I don’t know what are the voices that I hear. I don’t know what are the visions that I see. I can’t tell if I’m making them up. They always chatter chatter chatter chatter chatter I hate it. ] Sometimes the visions dont stop so O just stare into a corner until they do. I wonder about telling people close to me avout these, my closest friends. Of course, I don’t. They probably go through worse stuff. Maybe I am overreacting. Maybe I am just being weak. Maybe my problems never mattered in the first place. Sometimes I wonder if I’m even real or not, if I’m just an echo, bot actualy existing. I feel ignored everywhere I go. Whenever I talk, people completely ignore what I say. Whenever I show people something, they just glance and turn away. The last time I did tell someone about my problems, they just left me on read and texted me the next day like it never happened. Is it wrong that I want attention, even if its just a glance in my direction for no reason, a smile out of the blue. Maybe even a random compliment, though I know that will never happen. Is this narcissistic. Am I a narcissist for wanting to be acknowledged. Do they matter, my wants, my problems? Does any of this matter. Its just a loop at this point, of voices, visions, and being ignored, only with slight variations, and frankly, I don’t see an end to this anytime soon Edited by Asher, 9/25/21
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