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MyselfAnnie
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PathStep 9 Compassion hearts35 Forum posts3 Forum upvotes3 Current upvotes3 Age GroupAdult Last activeNovember, 2023 Member sinceFebruary 13, 2022
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Anxiety Support / by MyselfAnnie
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December 1st, 2022
...See more Hi, I am Annie. I am 23 years old. Nothing ever good happens to me. People around me are getting their dream jobs, getting married, moving abroad, choosing the right path. Whatever i do, i am never successful. Everyone keeps telling me i chose the wrong career path and because of that I'll never be able to live the life i want. I tried different paths, nothing ever works. And now i am afraid to face people or to talk to them. I feel worthless and unhappy. !! TW !! TW !! I don't feel like eating. I cry all the time. I don't even smile. Edited by AffyAvo June 22, 2022
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Hoping to be happy someday
Depression Support / by MyselfAnnie
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February 26th, 2022
...See more I am almost 23 years old and i dont think i have been a happy person in the last 10 years. I think the initial blow was when i moved back to my home country in 2012. It was difficult to adjust and i used to cry at night. I still do. I have body image issues. In my late teens for a brief time i got over it but now i have trouble liking myself. I hate every inch of my body. I am always comparing myself to others and i want to stop it but I can't. I made a mistake when i was 16 which haunts me now and maybe it will continue to do so for the rest of my life. In my teens i was able to control my emotions. But now not so much. People, even my family thinks I'm stoic or stone hearted. My mom says that i always look sad. What they don't know that is that recently there are moments i break down crying uncontrollably. I've never been in a relationship. I'm afraid the person will see my ugliness both on the inside and outside and leave me. I don't think a man can ever truly love me. I just want to be happy. I want to love myself I just want to be happy.