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MummyMumMotherMam1
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PathStep 12 Compassion hearts38 Forum posts3 Forum upvotes23 Current upvotes23 Age GroupAdult Last activeFebruary, 2025 Member sinceDecember 1, 2022
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I live for my daughter, my one true happiness in life 🫶🏼

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Day dreaming or overthinking. Choices 😞
General Support / by MummyMumMotherMam1
Last post
 January 14th
...See more I just walk, and walk, and walk, daydreaming about nothing really, just enjoying the fact I’m outside my own thoughts for once…….   I cough, it brings me back to reality. “So what you fancy for dinner tonight? (My husband starts talking) Trying to do everything in his power to be the best husband possible (I wonder for how long this time)  I can’t believe after 22 years of what I only thought was a happy marriage was a complete joke. The man I totally adored, loved and respected broke me. My loyalty, trust, respect and love for him was now shattered into a thousand pieces, with no way to glue it back together without being cut to the bone some more!!!  Food is a necessity I suppose, but it’s the last thing I want. I don’t feel hungry. I feel empty, not so much in a bad way. I just don’t feel anything right now. Not really. I’m not hungry, not tired, not cold, and, well come to think of it, I’m not even feeling sore! (Fibromyalgia shows its ugly face on a daily basis)  I want to go back to day dreaming, Watching the clouds change shapes in the water. Where my mind was blank, only noticing the shapes and shadows, the light on the water and the colour change in the sky, the smell of fresh air, and the odd annoying sound of a bee as though it’s flying straight into my inner ear. Where shivers run down my back and my shoulders rise my hair stands on end! In a comforting way it feels nice. Knowing that in that exact moment, all my worries are none existent. Every fiber of my being is now wrapped up in this one second.  The buzzzzzz!!! 🐝🐝 
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Sleep
General Support / by MummyMumMotherMam1
Last post
 December 12th, 2022
...See more I just wish I could sleep, however as soon as my head hits the pillow my brain decides to replay every bad, scary, regrettable things I’ve ever done. Every night is the same. I’m just tired of always being sick and tired. I’m on sleeping pills but I need to take 3x my dose just to fall over and then that just cause me to have horrible nightmares. I never thought at 37 I would feel this tired, vulnerable and just so empty
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