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MissysRider07
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β„π•šΒ < πŸ› 𝕐𝕠𝕦 π•”π•’π•Ÿ 𝕔𝕒𝕝𝕝 π•žπ•– π”Όπ•žπ•žπ•’, π•„π•šπ•€π•€π•ͺ, 𝕠𝕣 β„π•šπ••π•–π•£- 𝕀 π••π• π•Ÿ'π•₯ 𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕝𝕝π•ͺ 𝕔𝕒𝕣𝕖, 𝕀 𝕨𝕒𝕀 π•“π• π•£π•Ÿ π•šπ•Ÿ π”Έπ•‘π•£π•šπ• 𝕠𝕗 𝟚𝟘𝟘𝟟 𝕀𝕠 π•ͺ𝕠𝕦 π•”π•’π•Ÿ π•˜π•¦π•–π•€π•€ 𝕙𝕠𝕨 𝕠𝕝𝕕 𝕀 π•’π•ž...



𝕀'π•ž 𝕑𝕣𝕖π•₯π•₯π•ͺ π•“π• π•£π•šπ•Ÿπ•˜ π•žπ• π•€π•₯ 𝕠𝕗 π•₯𝕙𝕖 π•₯π•šπ•žπ•– 𝕓𝕦π•₯ π•š'π•ž 𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕝𝕝π•ͺ π•Ÿπ•šπ•”π•–... π•¦π•Ÿπ•π•–π•€π•€ π•ͺ𝕠𝕦'𝕣𝕖 π•žπ•–π•’π•Ÿ π•₯𝕠 π•žπ•ͺ π•—π•£π•šπ•–π•Ÿπ••π•€ 𝕠𝕣 π•—π•’π•žπ•šπ•π•ͺ ;-;Β  𝕄π•ͺ π•—π•£π•šπ•–π•Ÿπ••π•€ 𝕀𝕒π•ͺ π•š'π•ž π•—π•¦π•Ÿπ•Ÿπ•ͺ 𝕓𝕦π•₯ π•š π••π• π•Ÿ'π•₯ π•œπ•Ÿπ• π•¨ 𝕝𝕠𝕝.

𝕀 𝕕𝕠 𝕙𝕒𝕧𝕖 π••π•–π•‘π•£π•–π•€π•€π•šπ• π•Ÿ, π•žπ•’π•Ÿπ•šπ•’π•” π•“π•š-𝕑𝕠𝕝𝕒𝕣, π•’π•Ÿπ•©π•šπ•–π•₯π•ͺ, β„™π•‹π•Šπ”», π•‘π• π•€π•€π•šπ•“π•π•ͺ 𝔹ℙ𝔻

𝕀 π•₯π•–π•Ÿπ•• π•₯𝕠 𝕀𝕒π•ͺ π•£π•’π•Ÿπ••π• π•ž π•₯π•™π•šπ•Ÿπ•˜π•€ 𝕒π•₯ π•£π•’π•Ÿπ••π• π•ž π•₯π•šπ•žπ•–π•€. 𝕀 𝕒𝕝𝕀𝕠 π•₯π•–π•Ÿπ•• π•₯𝕠 π•₯π•’π•π•œ 𝕒𝕓𝕠𝕦π•₯ π•₯𝕙𝕖 π•žπ• π•€π•₯ π•£π•’π•Ÿπ••π• π•ž π•’π•Ÿπ•• π•¨π•–π•šπ•£π••π•–π•€π•₯ 𝕀π•₯𝕦𝕗𝕗 𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕣... π•Šπ•  π•š'π•ž 𝕀𝕠𝕣𝕣π•ͺ 𝕒𝕓𝕠𝕦π•₯ π•₯𝕙𝕒π•₯.

π”Έπ•Ÿπ•• π•šπ•— 𝕀 π•₯π•ͺ𝕑𝕖 π•€π• π•žπ•–π•₯π•™π•šπ•Ÿπ•˜ π•šπ•Ÿ 𝕒𝕝𝕝 𝕔𝕒𝕑𝕀 𝕀 π•’π•ž 𝕧𝕖𝕣π•ͺ 𝕀𝕠𝕣𝕣π•ͺΒ  Β :'(

π•€π•ž π•†π•žπ•Ÿπ•š-𝕀𝕖𝕩𝕦𝕒𝕝

𝕄π•ͺ π•‘π•£π• π•Ÿπ• π•¦π•Ÿπ•€ 𝕒𝕣𝕖 𝕀𝕙𝕖/they

ℝ𝕖𝕝𝕒π•₯π•šπ• π•Ÿπ•€π•™π•šπ•‘ π•Šπ•₯𝕒π•₯𝕦𝕀: β„π•žπ•ž.. π•Žπ•–π•π•... 𝕀'π•ž π•˜π•–π•₯π•₯π•šπ•Ÿπ•˜ 𝕠𝕧𝕖𝕣 𝕒 𝕓𝕒𝕕 π•“π•£π•–π•’π•œ 𝕦𝕑 π•£π•šπ•˜π•™π•₯ π•Ÿπ• π•¨... π•Šπ•™π•– 𝕀π•₯𝕒𝕣π•₯𝕖𝕕 π•šπ•˜π•Ÿπ• π•£π•šπ•Ÿπ•˜ π•žπ•– π•’π•Ÿπ•• 𝕀𝕙𝕖 π•–π•§π•–π•Ÿπ•₯𝕦𝕒𝕝𝕝π•ͺ π•₯𝕠𝕝𝕕 π•žπ•– π•₯𝕙𝕒π•₯ 𝕀𝕙𝕖 π•šπ•€ 𝕒𝕔π•₯𝕦𝕒𝕝𝕝π•ͺ 𝕀π•₯π•£π•’π•šπ•˜π•™π•₯ π•’π•Ÿπ•• π•₯𝕠𝕝𝕕 π•žπ•– π•₯𝕙𝕒π•₯ 𝕀𝕙𝕖 𝕨𝕒𝕀 𝕛𝕦𝕀π•₯ π•žπ•–π•€π•€π•šπ•Ÿπ•˜ π•¨π•šπ•₯𝕙 π•žπ•ͺ π•—π•–π•–π•π•šπ•Ÿπ•˜π•€... 𝔹𝕦π•₯ 𝕦𝕙- π•ͺ𝕖𝕒𝕙.. ℍ𝕠𝕨 π•šπ•€ π•ͺ𝕠𝕦𝕣 𝕝𝕠𝕧𝕖 π•π•šπ•—π•–?Β πŸ˜…

𝕀 π• π•Ÿπ•π•ͺ 𝕙𝕒𝕧𝕖 𝕒 𝕗𝕖𝕨 π•™π• π•“π•“π•šπ•–π•€ (π•’π•˜π•’π•šπ•Ÿ- π•š'π•ž 𝕑𝕣𝕖π•₯π•₯π•ͺ π•“π• π•£π•šπ•Ÿπ•˜) ; π•£π•šπ••π•šπ•Ÿπ•˜ π•žπ•ͺ 𝕙𝕠𝕣𝕀𝕖𝕀, π•§π•šπ••π•–π•  π•˜π•’π•žπ•–π•€, π•™π•’π•Ÿπ•˜π•šπ•Ÿπ•˜ 𝕠𝕦π•₯ π•¨π•šπ•₯𝕙 π•žπ•ͺ π•—π•£π•šπ•–π•Ÿπ••π•€ π•’π•Ÿπ•• π•žπ•ͺ 𝕠𝕝𝕕𝕖𝕣 𝕓𝕣𝕠π•₯𝕙𝕖𝕣, π•π•šπ•€π•₯π•–π•Ÿπ•šπ•Ÿπ•˜ π•₯𝕠 π•žπ•¦π•€π•šπ•”, π•¨π•£π•šπ•₯π•šπ•Ÿπ•˜, 𝕨𝕒π•₯π•”π•™π•šπ•Ÿπ•˜ π•žπ• π•§π•šπ•–π•€ 𝕠𝕣 𝕀𝕙𝕠𝕨𝕀, π•’π•Ÿπ•• π•£π•–π•’π••π•šπ•Ÿπ•˜ : )

 ℙ𝕝𝕖𝕒𝕀𝕖 π••π• π•Ÿ'π•₯ π•₯π•’π•œπ•– π•žπ•ͺ π•¦π•€π•–π•£π•Ÿπ•’π•žπ•– π•šπ•Ÿ 𝕒 𝕓𝕒𝕕 𝕨𝕒π•ͺ π•π•šπ•œπ•– π•€π• π•žπ•– 𝕑𝕖𝕠𝕑𝕝𝕖 𝕕𝕠... π•„π•šπ•€π•€π•ͺ π•šπ•€ π•žπ•ͺ π•—π•’π•§π• π•£π•šπ•₯𝕖 𝕙𝕠𝕣𝕀𝕖 (π••π• π•Ÿ'π•₯ π•₯𝕖𝕝𝕝 π•₯𝕙𝕖 𝕠π•₯𝕙𝕖𝕣𝕀 𝕙𝕠𝕣𝕀𝕖𝕀...) π•’π•Ÿπ•• 𝕀 π• π•“π•§π•šπ• π•¦π•€π•π•ͺ π•£π•šπ••π•– 𝕙𝕖𝕣 𝕓𝕖𝕔𝕒𝕦𝕀𝕖 π•₯𝕙𝕒π•₯'𝕀 𝕨𝕙𝕒π•₯ π•ͺ𝕠𝕦 𝕕𝕠 π•¨π•šπ•₯𝕙 𝕒 𝕙𝕠𝕣𝕀𝕖. 𝕋𝕙𝕖𝕣𝕖𝕗𝕠𝕣𝕖, 𝕀 π•’π•ž π•„π•šπ•€π•€π•ͺ'𝕀 β„π•šπ••π•–π•£.

𝕀 𝕙𝕒𝕧𝕖 π•₯𝕠𝕠 π•žπ•’π•Ÿπ•ͺ π•’π•Ÿπ•šπ•žπ•’π•π•€ π•₯𝕠 𝕓𝕖 π•™π• π•Ÿπ•–π•€π•₯...

𝕀 𝕙𝕒𝕧𝕖 𝟞 π•Šπ•”π• π•₯π•₯π•šπ•€π•™ β„π•šπ•˜π•™π•π•’π•Ÿπ•• 𝕔𝕠𝕨𝕀, 𝟝 π••π• π•˜π•€, 4 𝕔𝕒π•₯𝕀, π•š π••π• π•Ÿ'π•₯ π•œπ•Ÿπ• π•¨ 𝕙𝕠𝕨 π•žπ•’π•Ÿπ•ͺ π•”π•™π•šπ•”π•œπ•–π•Ÿπ•€, 𝟞 π•˜π•¦π•šπ•Ÿπ•–π•’π•€, 𝟝 π•˜π• π•’π•₯𝕀, 𝟝 π•£π•’π•“π•“π•šπ•₯𝕀 𝕀 π••π• π•Ÿ'π•₯ π•œπ•Ÿπ• π•¨ 𝕙𝕠𝕨 π•žπ•’π•Ÿπ•ͺ 𝕀𝕙𝕖𝕖𝕑, π•’π•Ÿπ•• πŸ™ π•£π•’π•ž... π•Šπ•  𝕦𝕙... π•ͺ𝕖𝕒𝕙.

𝕀 π•π•šπ•§π•– π• π•Ÿ 𝕒 π•—π•’π•£π•ž π•šπ•Ÿ π•Žπ•’π•€π•™π•šπ•Ÿπ•˜π•₯π• π•Ÿ 𝕀π•₯𝕒π•₯𝕖 π•šπ•Ÿ 𝕒 π•€π•žπ•’π•π• π•₯π• π•¨π•Ÿ 𝕨𝕙𝕖𝕣𝕖 𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕣π•ͺπ• π•Ÿπ•– π•œπ•Ÿπ• π•¨π•€ 𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕣π•ͺπ• π•Ÿπ•–. 𝕀 π•˜π•  π•₯𝕠 𝕒 π•™π•¦π•˜π•– 𝕀𝕔𝕙𝕠𝕠𝕝 π•₯𝕙𝕒π•₯ 𝕙𝕒𝕀 𝕠𝕧𝕖𝕣 800 𝕑𝕖𝕠𝕑𝕝𝕖.

𝕀 𝕙𝕠𝕑𝕖 π•ͺ𝕠𝕦 𝕙𝕒𝕧𝕖/𝕙𝕒𝕕 𝕒 π•˜π• π• π•• 𝕕𝕒π•ͺ/π•Ÿπ•šπ•˜π•™π•₯ < πŸ›

𝕃𝕠𝕧𝕖 π•ͺ𝕠𝕦𝕦 (𝕀𝕗 π•₯𝕙𝕒π•₯𝕀 π• π•œπ•’π•ͺ 𝕗𝕠𝕣 π•žπ•– π•₯𝕠 𝕀𝕒π•ͺ...)




(π”½π•’π•§π• π•£π•šπ•₯𝕖 𝕒𝕦𝕠π•₯𝕖)


β€œπ•π• π•¦π•£ π•€π•œπ•šπ•Ÿ π•šπ•€π•Ÿ'π•₯ 𝕑𝕒𝕑𝕖𝕣, π••π• π•Ÿ'π•₯ 𝕔𝕦π•₯ π•šπ•₯.

𝕐𝕠𝕦𝕣 𝕗𝕒𝕔𝕖 π•šπ•€π•Ÿ'π•₯ 𝕒 π•žπ•’π•€π•œ, π••π• π•Ÿ'π•₯ 𝕔𝕠𝕧𝕖𝕣 π•šπ•₯.

𝕐𝕠𝕦𝕣 π•€π•šπ•«π•– π•šπ•€π•Ÿ'π•₯ 𝕒 π•“π• π• π•œ, π••π• π•Ÿ'π•₯ π•›π•¦π••π•˜π•– π•šπ•₯.

𝕐𝕠𝕦𝕣 π•π•šπ•—π•– π•šπ•€π•Ÿ'π•₯ 𝕒 π•—π•šπ•π•ž, π••π• π•Ÿ'π•₯ π•–π•Ÿπ•• π•šπ•₯.

𝕐𝕠𝕦𝕣 𝕙𝕖𝕒𝕣π•₯ π•šπ•€π•Ÿ'π•₯ π•Ÿπ• π•₯ 𝕒 𝕕𝕠𝕠𝕣 𝕀𝕠 π••π• π•Ÿ'π•₯ π•π• π•”π•œ π•šπ•₯.”


― ?



ℙ𝕝𝕖𝕒𝕀𝕖 π•₯𝕖𝕝𝕝 π•žπ•– π•šπ•— π•ͺ𝕠𝕦 π•¨π•’π•Ÿπ•₯ π•₯𝕠 𝕓𝕖 π• π•Ÿ π•žπ•ͺ π•—π•£π•šπ•–π•Ÿπ••π•€ π•π•šπ•€π•₯ <πŸ›




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January 11th, 2023
...See more Hey uh- (Kinda TW - (Sexual Assault) ) So lets start where it all started... So, last summer my grandpa moved into our house and he kinda gave me bad vibes. (I was raped before by my uncle so I get PTSD about small things). I was upset with my biological dad one day and my grandpa was walking towards me (like we were going to pass each other) but he kind of wrapped his arm around me and stopped me and asked if I was okay. This was the first time I really felt uncomfortable around him. Another time he was asking me weird things like- "do you have a boyfriend?" or "Has anyone else besides Josh (my uncle)?". He would bring up my uncle a lot and it would give me flashbacks every time. Almost everyday he brought him up I would cry myself to sleep that night and sometimes the night after. One day I was coming home on the bus and I usually sat near my siblings because they would get bullied a lot. When I got on though, they were not there. So, I sat with my friends instead. When I got home I ran inside and was going to ask my mom where they were but my stepdad and my mom were gone along with my siblings. So I asked my grandpa. He told me to look at my phone. I grabbed my phone and saw my mom and stepdad sent a text saying that they were going to California (I went with just my mom to California a few weeks before). I had drivers ed (online) that day so I was sitting in the kitchen, setting up everything. My grandpa walked inside and yelled at me to let the dogs in and feed them. The meeting just started and they were taking attendance so I couldn't leave and I told him that. He started yelling at me more and my PTSD was building up. I also have anger issues so I kind of raised my voice at him, we were yelling at each other for about 10 minutes and he eventually said "I'm moving out". I didn't know what to do so I called my mom. A while later we agreed that my older brother would come pick me up so I didn't have to be with him. While I was with him after our argument he wasn't feeding me or anything. A few times he would get dressed up and I asked him where he was going and he told me he was going out to eat. He told me to clean the whole house and feed and water all the animals. And every night he would order or pick up food from somewhere. He never brought food home and if he did I wasn't allowed to eat it. Ever since this weekend last summer, we haven't talked to him. He blocked all of my family on everything. My mom's friend, Lilly wasn't blocked on *** and saw that he posted something. When she saw the post it was him with another family. We had no idea who any of them were so after looking for over 3 days we found out, my mom has a sister and twin nephews. My mom is 40 and we are guessing my aunt is in her early 30's or late 20's. My mom talked to her aunt and her aunt said that she knew he had another daughter, apparently he found out last summer (a little before the weekend he moved out). We think another reason he was trying to move out is because he wanted to meet his other daughter. My mom is my closest family member and I love her so much. She is always tired, depressed, quiet, she never gets sleep, shes almost always cranky, and I've heard and seen her crying in her room, looking at her phone. This has been off ever since she found out this news. I also just needed to get this off my chest. It hurts me so bad to see her like this. If you have read this whole thing I want to thank you. If this triggers you I am very sorry. (Moved to an appropriate forum, Sunisshiningandsoareyou, 01/12/23)
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Newbie Hub / by MissysRider07
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January 6th, 2023
...See more Hey guys! Welcome to 2023 Just a random check up on everyone. So, how is everyone doing? What did you do over winter break? How was your Christmas and New Year? How are you feeling about 2023? What is you goal this year? For me... I'm okay i guess. My girlfriend and I aren't doing too well I don't think... We haven't talked for 2 days even though we have bumped into each other many times... Winter break was fun. I hung out with my brother, saw my dad (which wasn't the best but oh well.), had a friend stay the night, hung out with family, and I got a new horse for Christmas! (I need name ideas, he's a palomino dapple Thoroughbred gelding). I'm excited about 2023 because it's another year i'm still alive... I don't really have a goal for this year but uh- yeah! I hope you guys have a great day and year! Also- Welcome to the new members of 7cups! I hope you guys get the help you may want or need here! I love you guys and thank you for everyone that has helped me! (*hugs (if okay)*)
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LGBTQ+ / MOGII Support / by MissysRider07
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December 14th, 2022
...See more Hey guys... So- I recently got gf, Alison. Both of our parents are very homophobic... Im not allowed to bring my phone to school because ✨ parents ✨ So.. (dumb idea) we talk on Teams Microsoft πŸ˜…. So Alison's parents found out because her mom went through her phone that had Teams on it (she even hid the conversation and the app). Her mom read all the messages. She saw that we called almost every night until around 12pm or even 3am. When Ali told me that she found out she started crying and saying she is super sorry and that her mom also wanted to talk to my parents about it because we were talking about our parents being homophobic... Her mom came to school one day (during lunch, which is when we mainly hang out) because Ali forgot her chromebook. So when she came in and saw us sitting next to each other she pushed Ali off the bench, looked at me, looked at her, and told me that I need to stay away from Ali and she told Alison that they were leaving and if I didn't break up with Alison then she would pull her out of the school... I don't know what to do... I don't want to break up with her 😞 If you are still reading this, thank you so much because I need help 😭
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