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MercurytheLoner
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I Hate Eating. But I Love Food. But Do I Really Have An Eating Disorder?
Eating Disorder Support / by MercurytheLoner
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 February 18th, 2020
...See more I started having troubles eating in grade 9. I'm non-binary and wish I had a bit more masculine of a body. My thighs, stomach, and back are too fat, but my friends say I'm skinny. Five years later I guess I still do have an eating disorder, but I don't know. I used to binge/purge, fast, etc. Now I eat on a schedule. Weekdays (protein shake; booster juice; vegetables; dinner is optional...?) Weekends (protein shake; vegetables; dinner is optional...?) My girlfriend says its still an eating disorder, but I think I'm just avoiding bad foods. This is all I eat. Unless I eat something else that isn't on my schedule, but that is thrown up afterwards. I also found that dinner is a difficult meal (my gf and I went on a date to Swiss Chalet and I was trying hard not to throw up my chicken. I didn't want to ruin our night, so I kept it down. She could tell I was uncomfortable and expressed this, but I insisted I was okay.) I just don't know how to fix this. Help?
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