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MemoryWriter11
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breakup haircut
Relationship Stress / by MemoryWriter11
Last post
 March 23rd, 2023
...See more as generic as it sounds, I broke up with a significant friend group of mine in January, and cut my hair to feel different. then I got involved again woth said friend group in June, left again this Autumn for good, hopefully, and I cut my hair again. I just hate it. first I had long, ginger hair which I loved. my natural hair is black, I used bleaching powder at home to make it ginger. when I first cut it off, the remaining hair was just black, and I've been thinking of bleaching it out again, but was scared as lepk that I would wake up one day and associate my damned hair with those people again. and now, after the second cut, it's just too short to my liking and as Winter is coming here in Europe, I would very much like my lost, long hair to warm up my neck, my shoulders, my back... it was just so warm 🥺 now I roll on shirts to my head and stuff not to feel weird. so yeah they took away the warmth from my heart and I also took away the warmth from my neck XD 😔
from painterly to cartoony
Arts & Crafts / by MemoryWriter11
Last post
 April 29th, 2023
...See more @Alwayssleepyfornoreasonatall @millipede03 I'm tagging my cupfriends, I hope this works~~ ------------------------- I was drawing in my sketchbook the other day and my father noted that he really liked my work; then he didn't. he said, it was awesome, but he liked it better when they were just... lines. my style is just so painterly. I didn't even use paint, I used brush pens, then smudged things together with putting dots a white sakura gelly roll and brushing them out with a colorless blender brush pen. nowadays I was wacthing cartoon network's 30th livestream and I got motivated to try out a more... inked style. when there are just lines, colored. for some reason, it sounds scary to me. no chance to smudge out mistakes 😅 but... I really want to try.
fear of the blank page
Reading & Writing / by MemoryWriter11
Last post
 December 20th, 2022
...See more I heard that often that the fear of the blank page can be broken if you just scribble something in the middle of a notebook but I umm.. eheh... eheh... can't do that and won't feel good about it. I only can do it with sketchbooks... and I needed to train myself to do it 😳 yet I am an avid perfectionist 😔 it's so bad that I can wait a year with a blank notebook to gather up the courage to write in it. recently I found that if I just doodle corner ornaments in the first few pages can actually help. 🤔 the semester at my uni has started in September, and I actually decided to use a nice dotted notebook of mine for note-taking. it's a cheap Flying Tiger planner, but oh my butterfly, isn' it so beautiful still~ nevertheless, I had to take notes during classes, so it gave me a boost. a very scary boost. but... after a month, I managed to set up a system as I went and I am so grateful for past myself for this decision :3
buddy needed
General Support / by MemoryWriter11
Last post
 October 29th, 2022
...See more hoii~ I'm a Hungarian 23-year-old (xe/xyr) who is looking for buddies. I like writing, digital art, nice journals and composing music. my chat style is not to say goodbye online too often, and I wait for replies, as the whole human connection would be just one big communicating session. I find it to be comforting :3 if we can find the right amount of engagement, it can ease up the pressure without the feeling of being ignored. I'm not doing that on purpose, so first let's just see how our lives are allowing us to connect--and, in the end, clear communication can allow us to just ask.
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