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MelodiesUnheard88
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Number of ratings35 Number of reviews28 Listens toOver 18 LanguagesEnglish, Arabic Listener sinceMay 30, 2020 Last activein last 6 months GenderFemale PathStep 129 People helped196 Chats1,306 Forum posts5 Forum upvotes2
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" We all have forests on our minds. Forests unexplored, unending. Each one of us gets lost in the forest, every night, alone "

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Feeling lonely
Journals & Diaries / by MelodiesUnheard88
Last post
 August 24th, 2020
...See more I dont feel that Im important to anyone or that I can be a priority. I dont feel that anyone would spend two seconds thinking of me. Ive never been able to forget anyone (literally anyone). I carry everyones story with me and I try to learn from it. I remember every detail about every person starting from how their hands move when they talk to what their perfect life would be like.But I dont think that anyone carries my story with them (or even just know it). I dont think anyone ever remembered any detail about me, something I love or something I hate. Ive always felt that theres something wrong with me, something pushing everyone away from me, something making me invisible. Im also not sure what it means when sometimes all I need is a hug and I cannot find it. Its hard to be someone who believes in the power of love, someone who strive for a real and authentic connection when it seems that youre often seen as just a dreamer. actually I never understood whats wrong with dreaming (even if its sometimes a little too much). And its even harder to try to change who you are and hide behind some masks in order to fit in. But Im glad about all that. Im glad because Im always trying to avoid making people feel the way I felt, avoid making them feel useless or that theyre not worthy of love and care.
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Afraid of being who I once was again
Journals & Diaries / by MelodiesUnheard88
Last post
 August 24th, 2020
...See more It's terrifying for me to experience things I thought I defeated them a long time ago. Starting from feeling extremely dizzy for no reason, feeling that I'm dreaming, I'm not here, to finding myself cutting 5 inches of my hair without even knowing how I did that. I don't understand what's happening to me. I'm hallucinating for the first time in a year which is keeping me from sleep.( even though the fear of hallucinations always keeps me awake ). It's scary not to be able to manage my thoughts and my actions. I'm doing things without realizing what I'm doing. I once tried to accept being like that, accept the hallucinations, I made them my friends which is weird. but what happened is they got even worse.after just hearing voices, I would feel someone with me and see them doing stuff, taking things from me, pushing me, but then I realize that no one took anything from me and I'm still where I am. I never told anyone about these things but I feel that by letting them out, I might get rid of the fear. I'm not good at expressing my feelings and I'm not good at talking at all. But I hope by letting all that out (and it's the only thing I can do right now )I'll get rid of this fear
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