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MarcelineTheVampireQueen95
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PathStep 1 Compassion hearts26 Forum posts5 Forum upvotes16 Current upvotes16 Age GroupAdult Last activeSeptember, 2024 Member sinceJuly 13, 2024
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TTC with PCOS
Women's Issues / by MarcelineTheVampireQueen95
Last post
 Friday
...See more Received a call from the fertility clinic that they were sorry but my bloodwork came back negative.. that moment all I could say was, “Ohh, uhh, that’s okay..” I honestly don’t know how or what I’m feeling right now.
TTC with PCOS
Parenting & Pregnancy / by MarcelineTheVampireQueen95
Last post
 Friday
...See more Received a call from the fertility clinic that they were sorry but my bloodwork came back negative.. that moment all I could say was, “Ohh, uhh, that’s okay..” I honestly don’t know how or what I’m feeling right now.
Confused
Women's Issues / by MarcelineTheVampireQueen95
Last post
 September 3rd
...See more I’m at a point in my life where I am in the middle of accepting and making peace with the reality that there are certain things in my life that I might not be able to do anymore, or still try to see if I can still catch on my groove. Career-wise, I wanted to do travel nursing but I am married and wouldn’t want to risk the job stability I have at my current workplace and on top of that, we are trying to get pregnant this year. Family-wise, in my head, there are a bunch of things that I am planning (such as travelling, finding a new hobby, etc.) but then again, we are trying to get pregnant this year. Don’t get me wrong, me and my husband have been married for 3 years now and since the time we got married, I have always been the one that’s eager to start popping kids but now, I feel like this is the only time that me and my husband started feeling like we’re settling (me and my husband are both immigrants, he has been to this country for 6 years, meanwhile, it’s my 5th year now). Also, self-doubt sometimes kicks in and makes me wonder if I’m really ready to be pregnant. It just feels overwhelming because there’s a lot of things I feel like I have not done yet and in my mind, it’s as though I should be able to tick off at least half of my list before we start a family. I guess I’m just scared that one day, someday I will regret some things because I wasn’t able to fully accept my reality and make peace with it.
Unbottling emotions
Women's Issues / by MarcelineTheVampireQueen95
Last post
 August 1st
...See more As much as a lot of people think that I am living a good life, I am still feeling like I’m failing on something. Something that I can’t point out what. I just feel like I’m not doing good enough and that I feel a constant need to look for what to do to not feel like I’m failing in life. I’m in a happy marriage but I’m struggling with fertility. I’m finally doing the career that I’ve always wanted but I feel like I need to advance more. I feel like until now, there are times I’m unconsciously seeking for validation that I’m actually doing good but when they tell me I am, I don’t believe them. I just don’t know what to do. I just want to feel happy and comfortable.
Feeling Insecure
Women's Issues / by MarcelineTheVampireQueen95
Last post
 August 4th
...See more I was diagnosed with PCOS from 12 years ago, however, it’s only now my symptoms are manifesting and getting worse. It’s so hard for me to loose weight and maintain and ideal body weight because my hormones are all over the place. I have been trying to discipline myself in eating and trying to get back into my gym routine but sometimes, I just feel overwhelmed and insecure because I used to be confident and comfortable of my body, and now I have to wear double the size of what I used to wear before. I hate looking at my old pictures and I hate the thought that among my group of friends, I’m the bigger/thicker one.
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