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Number of ratings10 Number of reviews9 Listens toOver 18 LanguagesEnglish, Hindi, Marathi Listener sinceMay 2, 2023 Last activein last 6 months GenderFemale PathStep 19 People helped55 Chats252 Forum posts21 Forum upvotes39
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Hey, you can talk to me whenever you want to! I just want you to know that there's someone out there, who cares and cherishes your existence and your identity!

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The Reality people like vs. The Reality people don't.
General Support / by MagnificentCloud803
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August 7th, 2023
...See more For the longest time in my life, I was encouraged to be real. Be it the Internet which encourages us to be our real selves, or my parents, who would always be annoyed at how perpetually depressed I looked in public. Everybody wanted me to be the realest version of myself. But others couldn't understand. That was me. The eerily silent, eyes downcast, chubby woman. I had zero self-confidence and even more insecure about everyone and everything. This was me being real. But it wasn't really accepted. It stings how my mother just dismisses my silence and discomfort for "faulty behavior" which I need to "get over with and move on." I am not competitive enough, not a person who has a stone for a heart, I guess. It hurts when I fail, it hurts when I lose. It hurts when I am ignored, and it hurts when I am looked down upon. And this happens all the time. Which is why I have stopped smiling in reality. It's either forced or it's fake. Because I know how I feel when I am really happy. I am really happy when I smile too wide, when I am teary-eyed and when everything in my soul is so full it's satiated. It has been so long since I have truly smiled. Life has become a monotonous aggregate of everything depressing. And I can't seem to "get over it", especially when there is so much everything unresolved in me. When one's reality is like a blooming lotus, no matter how much dirt they have been in, people like to embrace it or at least, listen to it. But when people have realities like me: ugly, dark, and not so pleasant to the ear, people ask you to change your reality. When your reality isn't as aesthetic as people want it to be, they certainly become tantrums to others. Tantrums that are annoying, tantrums that people can laugh at, tantrums that people can complain about. That's all it becomes. Someone's harsh reality becomes a joke for others. Someone's cries for help becomes a *** drama for others. This is the reality people don't like. The entangled, unresolved, messed-up reality. What do you guys think about this?
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Nice listener very patient
Was super helpful throughout the whole thing and was able to understand my point and work me through any and all issues I had.
She is a very good person. I'm sure she would be of great help to others. 😇
Cloud is very pofessional and super positive in dealing with stuff
I had a long list of issues when i came to her...yet she listened patiently and actively... pacified me ...calmed me down...gave me the much needed mental boost up i needed...she was very kind and sweet to me...I really wish she does good in life... God bless you dear sis.... trust me just give her five minutes and she will instantly make u feel better and lighter
Great chat! respectful, wise, and kind...highly recommended....called me sir the whole time....felt good. lol... Thanks, cloud!
Very helpful person
very kind listener
Good listener who helps and is genuine.
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