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LostIt1809
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PathStep 52 Compassion hearts136 Forum posts10 Forum upvotes12 Current upvotes12 Age GroupAdult Last activeAugust, 2024 Member sinceAugust 6, 2015
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Hello (she/her)

I wanted to put here a small thank you to all listeners and members who have helped me and help others, and will continue to do so šŸ©·


Not much to know about me haha Iā€™m a she/her, I am a writer, an avid reader and I love my dog Beanie šŸ˜

Recent forum posts
Afraid of regressions
Eating Disorder Support / by LostIt1809
Last post
May 26th
...See more I was doing really well with my ED, I had improved a lot and was able to eat outside of my house. (I used to only be able to eat in ā€œsafe placesā€ like my house or my aunts house) At the end of last year a colleague at my new job started making jokes about how I eat the same thing every day (I have ā€œsafeā€ foods that I feel comfortable eating around people, specially when I am just getting to know them and it is a new environment). It sent me back spiraling, I basically screamed at her one of the times and stopped interacting with her completely. Since then, I started having a real hard time eating lunch or snacks at the office. I get really anxious and it just kept getting worse. Sadly it is now impossible to eat there. the problem is that I kept spiraling and now I feel anxious eating even in my house. Any advise, anecdote or whatever you can share related to this would be helpful. I am feeling truly lonely through this
I'm i enough?
Relationship Stress / by LostIt1809
Last post
December 21st, 2016
...See more I have just started talking to this guy who is truly amazing and so unique and he likes me the way I am and accepts me,but we like very different stuff and I try really hard to understand the shows he likes or whatever he likes really but it's really hard as I get really lost and can't follow on our comversations about that stuff... I feel like I'm boring him, that he thinks he can't talk about what he likes ...
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