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LinYukari97
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PathStep 63 Compassion hearts36 Forum posts6 Forum upvotes11 Current upvotes11 Age GroupAdult Last activeSeptember, 2024 Member sinceFebruary 14, 2018
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Broke up yesterday. Still can’t get over the emotions I have been feeling
Relationship Stress / by LinYukari97
Last post
 September 17th
...See more It’s so hard to move on from one person. In the morning I was so depressed and down that I couldn’t do anything. I had to take anti depressant to keep me sane.
PTSD from abusive mother
Trauma Support / by LinYukari97
Last post
 March 8th, 2023
...See more I am in abroad living alone for two years and my mentality is ok here, I enjoy my life. But now I have(I can’t not) to go back to that place that is haunting me from my childhood. I’m afraid to live that dark life again with people I don’t want to interact. She hurt me too much mentally. I literally hate her so much. She was abusive(she hit or kick us children since young, cursing the worst things you could ever imagine), also controlling(if she doesn’t have her way, she doesn’t stop cursing, she even threatened to kill me with knife) and have very low self esteem. She herself has mental disorder(she’s taking medication) and wants to make others go crazy. Once she opens her mouth, she say negative things. Even when we’re happy, she doesn’t want to see it and always tells bad things. I couldn’t sleep or I woke up just from small sounds when I was in my country. Now I live alone in abroad but whenever she calls me, she doesn’t ask about my well-being instead talks about negative things again and again, I hung up every time and my mood is always ruined. I’m really fed up. I hate her so much that I don’t ever want to talk to her again. I hope if I go back, I will not go crazy and I will be able to get out of that *** alive. When I knew I have to go back, my tears fell on its own. I can’t express the feeling that I hated that life of mine. I even start to think why I was born in that kind of family. I really envy children who grew up in nice family with nice mother. In my next life, I never want to have that kind of parents again. I have one elder sister but she’s not mentally supportive. She’s not a bad sister but she tends to blame me or says “why are you getting worked up with this little things” when I express my feelings so I rarely talk to her about my feelings. I had low self esteem and inferiority complex because of my childhood before. Now I’m finally living better but I need to get over this. After this, I hope I will be free again, living my life peacefully. (I don’t have depression or suicidal thoughts, I’m just afraid I will go crazy)
Bright Future ahead!
General Support / by LinYukari97
Last post
 December 23rd, 2022
...See more Dreams will come true. Hard work will be paid. You deserve the best ❤️
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