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Lilmeeee
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PathStep 1 Compassion hearts45 Forum posts8 Forum upvotes14 Current upvotes14 Age GroupAdult Last activeSeptember, 2022 Member sinceApril 5, 2018
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Theres a lots of ghosts in my gaderobe.






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Tired of feel lonely all times.
35 & Over Community / by Lilmeeee
Last post
 September 27th, 2022
...See more Ive experienced through loneliness all entire life, no one could or has saved me to be completely happy. I dreamed that I'd meet somebody to make me feel alive and happy, i but it seems never did or maybe short so i grew up in a world and became a lonely wolf for how i feel i am alone in my thoughts and emotional embrace. I tried to create this for myself, i feelt like if i cant get that i make this and if i cant reach those i make those. i got no friends, i created friends, love i created my love, i got no family so i keep creating my world. But im no god but i managed to create my life how i wanted. Here i am today in my own broken sky, feeling a rain cloud over me every day. I am a family-father to lovely 3 kids, got myself the princess a beautiful wife, got my job as my sword and roof over my head to keep myself in my tent. I have it all anyone would wish for wants, but i feel ive not created myself a new heart. i drown myself deeper down in my own hole of loneliness, and she feels lonely ofcs from not reaching her partners love and strenght, but i tried but not enough feel im losing myself. My kids keeps my strenght on and i love them so much, they happy and lovely but i cant use them as my crying pillow, i got no real friends at all, i got no family at all outside my own i created. Wrong word is that i say creating but thats how i feel and felt for my entire life
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