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LilliRex
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PathStep 88 Compassion hearts117 Forum posts42 Forum upvotes51 Current upvotes51 Age GroupTeen Last activeSeptember, 2024 Member sinceMarch 1, 2023
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Harmony
Depression Support / by LilliRex
Last post
 2 days ago
...See more Harmony is a beautiful thing; It inspires our hearts to sing. Harmony surrounds us everywhere, In the earth and the air. Breathing it in brings joy and light; It lifts us, taking our worries out of sight. Suffering and pain dissolve away; Leaving us feeling renewed each day.
Beautiful
Depression Support / by LilliRex
Last post
 2 days ago
...See more You are beautiful. You are grateful. You are alive and full of spirit, Negative thoughts—you cannot hear them. You fell and broke, But a new you then awoke. You walked out imperfect and scarred. You were no longer afraid of who you are. You learned to make pain into beauty; You now understand how to truly love yourself fully.
Dreams
Depression Support / by LilliRex
Last post
 Tuesday
...See more Dreams are a magical thing. Dreams are things you wish you had or did, my dreams are so vivid. I wish they were real, my dreams steal. They steal my heart from the ladder, They give it back to me. When I wake up I lose my heart, waking up is the hardest part. I say I want nothing, my dreams know I'm lying. My dreams show what I want instead, in my dreams I am dead. 
Ladder
Depression Support / by LilliRex
Last post
 Tuesday
...See more Emotionless and empty that is how I feel. Nothing inside me is real. I am falling down a rabbit hole in unending sorrow. Wishing I wouldn't wake up tomorrow. I feel nothing and everything at the same time. Life is a long ladder I must climb the steps that keep breaking under my feet I keep falling down  I don't want to get back up anymore. Life is a chore  I pick up the broken wood and glue it back together. the wood gets weaker every time,  I must be a mime, and no one listens to what I'm saying. I keep asking for someone to help me, I give my heart away for free now it's gone. The steps lead my heart back. I lost myself when you left. Please get back to me, and don't leave me alone. You left when I was ten. I won't care about anything again. I smashed the ladder to pieces, I don't want to trust again. I smashed that ladder now all love is gone one more time and I'll snap in two please don't tell me you'll leave too.
I'm not just fine
Anxiety Support / by LilliRex
Last post
 Tuesday
...See more I fake a smile everyday because when my mother asks me what's wrong I say nothing she gets mad ofc and says that I can tell her, yet when I do she makes me feel bad for feeling that way, I'm to scared to ask for therapy I don't really know if I need it. She told me that if I don't want to hang out with friends that I could just say no instead of just going to hangout, but yesterday I said no and she said "why didn't you just go play?" It makes no sense to me! Also I got like a 98% on my depression test on here but I don't think I am. I feel lost in my emotions everyday I don't feel like I can share how I feel because whenever I do I feel like I'm in trouble! I was going to make pancakes and she said something can't quite remember I started to go upstairs and she got mad and asked me why I didn't want to make pancakes anymore but I didn't wanna tell her she killed the mood because I don't want to hurt her feelings! SHE SAYS THAT I STAY ON MY PHONE BECUASE IM LAZY AND I DONT WANT TO DO ANYTHING! BUT I DONT HAVE THE MOTIVATION OR ENERGY TO DO ANYTHING AND I AM TRYING SO DANG HARD TO FIX THAT BUT NO MATTER WHAT ILL ALWAYS FRICKING ALWAYS TRY TO MAKE HER AND OTHER PEOPPE HAPPY AND I KNOW THAT MAKES ME A PEOPLE PLEASER BUT IDC!! I LOVE MAKING PEOPLE HAPPY BUT AT THE SAME TIME I DONT CARE!!! I just want to stop feeling this pain in my mind telling me I'm not worth anything..
Hi
ADHD Support / by LilliRex
Last post
 May 4th, 2023
...See more Hello!!!
Hi
Motivation & Accountability / by LilliRex
Last post
 May 2nd, 2023
...See more Hi lol
Insomnia or phone problems?
Depression Support / by LilliRex
Last post
 May 2nd, 2023
...See more I do have insomnia but I did actually sleep 13 hours last night which I'm proud of! But whenever I have my phone next to me I'm just not tired! I can't help but get on it!! I have a addiction to my phone and I actually hate it. I want to sleep for once it is almost 1 am for me and ik m going to lose my phone longer because I have school testing tomorrow. But idk how to stop giving into the temptation of my phone!!!
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