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LilliRex
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PathStep 88 Compassion hearts127 Forum posts46 Forum upvotes61 Current upvotes61 Age GroupTeen Last activeNovember, 2024 Member sinceMarch 1, 2023
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Paws in the Heart
Depression Support / by LilliRex
Last post
 October 8th
...See more In fields where you would frolic, Beneath the open sky, I see your joyful spirit, In every cloud that drifts by. Your paws danced through the meadows, With boundless, happy glee, The wagging tail, a rhythm, Of love you gave to me. Now the house feels a bit quieter, Yet echoes with your play, In every corner, a memory, Of brighter, joyful days. Though tears may fall in silence, Your love will always stay, For every bark and nuzzle, Lives on in hearts each day.
Tears Beneath the Tide
Depression Support / by LilliRex
Last post
 October 8th
...See more In the depths of shadowed seas, Where sunlight dares not tread, I drift amid the silent waves, In a world painted in dread. Tears mix with the ocean's salt, A tide that pulls me down, Each thought a weight upon my chest, In sorrow's sea, I drown. Yet even in this watery grave, Glimmer fights to rise, A hope that whispers through the dark, That light will pierce the skies.
Betrayal's Bitter Echoes
Depression Support / by LilliRex
Last post
 October 10th
...See more You always said goodbyes were just words, but you left without a single one. You walked out so easily, leaving me behind. And now, you dare to cry? Those tears are your own doing. Every consequence you face was invited by you. You deserted your family, chasing a new life built on lies. But when she discovers the truth, she'll leave you too. I can't wait to watch it all fall apart. You may have left me, but you won't escape the storm you created.
Harmony
Depression Support / by LilliRex
Last post
 September 24th
...See more Harmony is a beautiful thing; It inspires our hearts to sing. Harmony surrounds us everywhere, In the earth and the air. Breathing it in brings joy and light; It lifts us, taking our worries out of sight. Suffering and pain dissolve away; Leaving us feeling renewed each day.
Beautiful
Depression Support / by LilliRex
Last post
 September 21st
...See more You are beautiful. You are grateful. You are alive and full of spirit, Negative thoughts—you cannot hear them. You fell and broke, But a new you then awoke. You walked out imperfect and scarred. You were no longer afraid of who you are. You learned to make pain into beauty; You now understand how to truly love yourself fully.
Dreams
Depression Support / by LilliRex
Last post
 September 17th
...See more Dreams are a magical thing. Dreams are things you wish you had or did, my dreams are so vivid. I wish they were real, my dreams steal. They steal my heart from the ladder, They give it back to me. When I wake up I lose my heart, waking up is the hardest part. I say I want nothing, my dreams know I'm lying. My dreams show what I want instead, in my dreams I am dead. 
Ladder
Depression Support / by LilliRex
Last post
 September 17th
...See more Emotionless and empty that is how I feel. Nothing inside me is real. I am falling down a rabbit hole in unending sorrow. Wishing I wouldn't wake up tomorrow. I feel nothing and everything at the same time. Life is a long ladder I must climb the steps that keep breaking under my feet I keep falling down  I don't want to get back up anymore. Life is a chore  I pick up the broken wood and glue it back together. the wood gets weaker every time,  I must be a mime, and no one listens to what I'm saying. I keep asking for someone to help me, I give my heart away for free now it's gone. The steps lead my heart back. I lost myself when you left. Please get back to me, and don't leave me alone. You left when I was ten. I won't care about anything again. I smashed the ladder to pieces, I don't want to trust again. I smashed that ladder now all love is gone one more time and I'll snap in two please don't tell me you'll leave too.
I'm not just fine
Anxiety Support / by LilliRex
Last post
 September 17th
...See more I fake a smile everyday because when my mother asks me what's wrong I say nothing she gets mad ofc and says that I can tell her, yet when I do she makes me feel bad for feeling that way, I'm to scared to ask for therapy I don't really know if I need it. She told me that if I don't want to hang out with friends that I could just say no instead of just going to hangout, but yesterday I said no and she said "why didn't you just go play?" It makes no sense to me! Also I got like a 98% on my depression test on here but I don't think I am. I feel lost in my emotions everyday I don't feel like I can share how I feel because whenever I do I feel like I'm in trouble! I was going to make pancakes and she said something can't quite remember I started to go upstairs and she got mad and asked me why I didn't want to make pancakes anymore but I didn't wanna tell her she killed the mood because I don't want to hurt her feelings! SHE SAYS THAT I STAY ON MY PHONE BECUASE IM LAZY AND I DONT WANT TO DO ANYTHING! BUT I DONT HAVE THE MOTIVATION OR ENERGY TO DO ANYTHING AND I AM TRYING SO DANG HARD TO FIX THAT BUT NO MATTER WHAT ILL ALWAYS FRICKING ALWAYS TRY TO MAKE HER AND OTHER PEOPPE HAPPY AND I KNOW THAT MAKES ME A PEOPLE PLEASER BUT IDC!! I LOVE MAKING PEOPLE HAPPY BUT AT THE SAME TIME I DONT CARE!!! I just want to stop feeling this pain in my mind telling me I'm not worth anything..
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