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Lianne22
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I'M SO ALONE AND LOST
Personality Disorders Support / by Lianne22
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 November 3rd, 2021
...See more I'll start of by listing my disorders. I have BPD, ADHD, and vulnerable narcissism. I'm 22 years old, fresh out of a 4 year on and off relationship. I'm more self aware than I was in the beginning of the relationship. Just last year I cut off all my unhealthy support (my friends, my family) as an attempt to really get better and make my relationship work. This helped in my recovery but not enough. My ex boyfriend is the nicest empathetic person I know in the whole world despite my paranoia during the relationship. I placed my whole value and safety in him and now I'm so very alone and lost in so many feelings. I'm scared of going back to unhealthy behavioural patterns. I'm scared of losing this realisation that my whole experience was down to my personality disorders. I'm so ashamed and hurt. The ideal I was living in has come crashing down. I'm looking for a safe space to share but not to blame and accuse as I used to. I'm aware now and it fucking sux. I hope one day I can recover and reunite but until then I need to build myself up from the inside out and I'm looking to talk to people who can relate.
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