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LetaLestrange00
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VOICE
Poetry / by LetaLestrange00
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December 16th, 2024
...See more I don't think I have a voice. If I did, maybe i hid it somewhere When I was old enough to keep a secret. But if i did and if I spoke, Would you hear me? And if my voice had color Could it paint the picture lodged in my throat? Could i sing through life the way that others do? I am afraid that if I open my mouth to try, the pain I've struggled to swallow would scream instead. At the time, i didn't know how to speak So I said nothing at all. Even now, some things are just too hard to say out loud. So, I bare the bitter taste of unhealed wounds of every word I'm choking on of every suffocating memory. But I don't know how much longer I can hold my breath. And even now i don't know if this is my secret Maybe you aren't worth drowning for Maybe i deserve to breathe, too
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NEVER TO HEAVEN - LANA
Poetry / by LetaLestrange00
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December 16th, 2024
...See more May my eyes always stay level to the horizon  May they never gaze as high as heaven to ask why  May i never go where angels fear to tread, So as to have to ask answers in the sky The whys in this life time I've found are inconsequential compared to the magic of nowness.     ~ All credits to mother Lana ❤️ You are free to express your interpretations or what you think❤️❤️
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Idk
Newbie Hub / by LetaLestrange00
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December 12th, 2024
...See more Memories of You Days blend together, yet the weight remains, A constant grief that refuses to wane. I try to move on, but denial's strong grasp holds tight, A desperate longing for what could never be right. Morning light brings no solace, only pain, A reality I'd rather not face, yet must sustain. No one to share our memories, our laughter, our tears, I'm left scraping the bottom, reliving all my fears.
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Hey
Newbie Hub / by LetaLestrange00
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November 20th, 2024
...See more How do you create space for other's emotions while you have so much going on?
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Hey
Newbie Hub / by LetaLestrange00
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November 19th, 2024
...See more Did you develop a crush or on infactuation for someone just because they were kind to you? I know this is limerence. I don't trust myself anymore. I don't know if I actually like someone or its just me being limerent. Damn i still have adaption fantasies. But i sometimes don't feel like giving it up because I don't feel joy from any other things. Like there's no point to everyday life.
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