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Not to sure why I am here, but I do know I need help😔I have suffered all my life with debilitating Anxiety Disorder. I didn’t know how to explain it and I was terrified to tell anyone. My mom was always my best friend and she noticed that I no longer wanted to go anywhere. I’ve never lied to her so I did my best to tell her. She was very supportive, but I seen pain in her tears as she tried to grasp what I was saying. She took the liberty to make me an appointment with a Neurologist thinking I must have a tumor because no one talked about anxiety then. I knew then that everyone would think I was crazy, so I took it upon myself to self medicate. Alcohol was my best friend now and I could function until I realized I didn’t want to drink anymore but I had to because although I no longer wanted it but my body needed it. I have been sober for 22 yrs now and thought my nightmare was over. I was sadly mistaken and hurt many in process. Now I have an addiction to Xanax and my world is spinning out of control. Hopefully someone will understand what I’m feeling and give me the strength to fight again!💔
