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KijinDono
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I’ve never done this before. Sorry if I may seem awkward haha.


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Idk man
Newbie Hub / by KijinDono
Last post
 June 1st, 2023
...See more Hello. I just joined today and I’ve been struggling recently in my relationship. And in my life. From past events I’ve never taken care of. how I view myself my happiness my partner’s happiness forgiving being forgiven it’s a long story and I still feel awkward going for advice. my whole life I kinda went through whatever I was going through alone. I refused to go to therapy. Or to get any sort of medication. Don’t get me wrong. I believe it works and there’s nothing wrong with it. I know a lot of people who need it and I think it’s okay. I just did it for so long. I always figured. I can get through it. I can get through it. I watched my cousin get shot and nearly die in the back of a truck. When I told my best friend. Someone I considered a brother. My best friend said “damn. ****** wildin, do you wanna hop on and play destiny” a video game….. this was when he called me at 2 am. I had been riding my dirtbike and when he called I snapped out of it. I had no clue where I was. I was just driving on the road for hours. Replaying the day in my head. At that time I didn’t know if my little cousin would even make it out of the hospital. I slowly lost every friend I had. I didn’t talk to anyone. There was a point. All I did was work. Come home. Pace around my room listening to music and then sleep. I stopped playing video games. I stopped doing all my hobbies. I ate the same thing everyday. And was noticing the amount I was eating was getting shorter. But I was getting fuller. there’s a lot more. Just want to give a run down of a couple things. then the relationship. I can’t look past things that have happened. I know I should. But I feel I’m not getting the same treatment I put in. I know I can be a pain But I also think I’ve done good. I don’t want to share too much on a public forum. I would like to talk one on one with someone about it. I think it’s very personal and I would like a girls point of view on the relationship.
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