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Jynngr
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PathStep 83 Compassion hearts161 Forum posts9 Forum upvotes13 Current upvotes13 Age GroupAdult Last activeDecember, 2020 Member sinceApril 19, 2018
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Hi there! I struggle with depression and mild social anxiety, but I'm working on improving myself. I really love to read, paint (watercolor), quill, hand letter, crochet, surf, and hike. I also play the flute, guitar, and piano. See you around!
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 December 20th, 2019
...See more I feel like a failure. I don't know how to keep up with everything that I have to do, and it doesn't help that I lack of motivation every single day. I feel guilty whenever I don't get all my goals or my mom's goal accomplished. I feel like I just hurt people. I told one of my friends some pretty personal stuff and I made them worry. I feel selfish for sharing. Not to mention he later confessed feelings for me and I had to turn him down. I feel like I ruined my friendship by telling him. It's especially hard for me because I struggle to communicate my emotions and now I'm scared to tell people in my life about what's going on with me because of this situation. I always feel like I shouldn't be complaining or stressed out because many people have it worse. One of my "friends" made it a point to tell me that when I tried to talk with them, reaffirming my feelings. I also have friends who struggle with depression and I guess I feel that they have a more legitimate reason for feeling that way? I know that may sound stupid. I struggle with depression, suicidal thoughts, and some social anxiety. I don't know how to cope anymore. I've become so sealed off that my mom had to ask if I ever get stressed out. I thought that would've been obvious. I don't know anymore.
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