Hi Holly depression and anxiety ADHD OCD borderline personality disorder substance abuse issues. I'm 28 years old. Female. Canadian. I have been begging my parents and the government for help paying for long term therapy covered by welfare insurance but much for the snow surprise to me but they never helped me and things of which gotten worse and worse and worse and I have done pretty trials and other websites but once they end then and I just want to die a little bit more everyday.