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JustLondon
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PathStep 229 Compassion hearts59 Forum posts38 Forum upvotes34 Current upvotes34 Age GroupAdult Last activeAugust, 2021 Member sinceJune 8, 2021
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"I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell.
I know, right now you can't tell.
But stay a while and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me."

-Matchbox 20
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New medication
Anxiety Support / by JustLondon
Last post
 June 27th, 2021
...See more I used to take Lorazepam for panic disorder but the family medicine clinic I go to stopped prescribing psych meds so I was given an antihistamine called hydroxyzine and took my first pill last night. It did relax me for an hour but then it tarted feeling like there was this weight on my eyes and I couldn't read text online or do anything that required vision so I decided to get ready for bed... then I noticed my heart rate was about 30 points higher than it usually is, which is weird because I also take beta blockers (so no clue what it would have been if I wasn't on them!). I was trying to eat dinner before bed, and I'm just put the food in my mouth but forget to chew it, or I had no interest in chewing. That affect has stayed with me 14 hours later. I did sleep for 4 hours, then woke up, then slept more... woaking up a few more times but unable to get out of bed. Today I feel foggy and have blurred vision and am moving very slow. Has anyone else had an experience like this with this medication? I can't believe people are supposed to take two pills, 3 times per day, when I only took one and it really messed me up.
Going through a break up
Anxiety Support / by JustLondon
Last post
 June 24th, 2021
...See more And feeling sick to my stomach with anxiety tonight. Every day it's something new. Last night it was anger. This morning and afternoon it was sadness. But for the past few hours, I feel so much adrenaline in my stomach and I hate this feeling. It wasn't just that my fiance ended our engagement suddenly after telling me how happy she was with me, but she replaced me with someone else. How do you heal from betrayal? That's a whole nother animal.
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