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JustCory88
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The absence of light
Poetry / by JustCory88
Last post
 December 8th
...See more Forever will haunt me the dark path that lead me straight to you. Bludgeoned with the scars you left behind, Reality of the truth. Torture me with your painted memories, The nights of riveting passion, the days our souls hemorrhaging. Silence replaces the sounds of love, The laughter drowned by the storm ahead. Not cast upon my eyes was the darkness that lies Beautiful distraction and novels spoke to my heart that's said. The force of a thousand men struck me with each glancing blow, String of my heart crushed as feet to fresh winter snow. Lay me down on this path hindrance no longer, For what killed me made your siren song stronger. Fade to dust as a false memory of what was, A beautiful lie or uncomfortable truth equally cut through The dark path that led me to you
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Longing and hope
Poetry / by JustCory88
Last post
 December 7th
...See more As I long for the touch of purity upon my flesh, Wither away I am the waters receding the shore. Oh cursed thou art for what we hold dear, Wager the comfort of whats safe and warm. Scars outweigh the flesh that replaces my heart, Stripped away as paint old neglected barn. Sunshine amiss fear ye the storm, As to a mother mourning the unborn. Gripping wretched hole in my chest, Battered and beaten nothingness left. Wicked darkness have ye blessed this day Summon thine wind to carry me away. Grateful for the dark in this I find peace For absence of dark means no light could be....
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Nothing left
20 & Over Community / by JustCory88
Last post
 November 28th
...See more What's left? Is this the cliff. The end of the road, Life's best? Is it being seen as an image in the rear view mirror, The past fading away and the edge getting clearer. Tortures end seems to entice me, That should come of no suprise. What happened to the beauty in the sun rise, What happened to the sun that lit up my skys. Spring green no longer a peaceful, serene scene. The dying of the ember autumn leaves now seems to fit me. I'm lost where did I go, can anyone tell me where? I lost myself amongst the darkness no longer blessed with a reflection in the mirror. Cracked creviced like a dry barren desert, Find a drop of rain and you'll see where it doesn't hurt. Where'd my value go and when did I lose it, Why am I nothing now, why do I feel used to this. I should be used to this, The way I carry on you would think I'm new to this Cruel hand of God to take something so small but cause it to control us, To outruel us, To use us To get through what, Nothing if it ain't love, The heart is God's biggest blunder. Or hurt, no call it hard Maybe that's the true pronunciation of it in biblical times. It must be, Bc my hearts on my sleeve, Look inside my chest its nothing but hurt, Its hard to be, here on this earth with no feeling inside. Nothing good anyway that I used to use to survive, No barely getting by, A night, Without reminders streaming down my eyes, Wishing I could escape the cruel joke that I repeat everyday that joke is surviving. So I'm here at this edge looking down, It looks unfamiliar and sound. Feels like home, I guess I'm homeward bound. Falling in a chaotic tumble, starting to feel relieved in free, Wait what's this god has something else up his sleeve? The kid on the anthill so cruel and mean, Woke me up from my freedom, it was just a dream.
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Hey
35 & Over Community / by JustCory88
Last post
 September 20th
...See more Does anyone ever feel like they're actually doing it right?
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