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JovianPlutonian
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panic attack (?) caused by childhood trauma?????
Trauma Support / by JovianPlutonian
Last post
 March 11th
...See more TW: Panic attacks/symptoms So a couple months ago, my siblings and I were discussing ✨childhood trauma✨ and I think i had a panic attack, but I'm not sure, because the symptoms were a bit different than the usual panic attacks people have. What happened was I got this feeling like a whirlpool in my chest, like I was like being sucked into myself, and my vision started blurring, and my head started buzzing, and my hands shook really bad and I thought I was about to um be unalive. So I looked up what a panic or anxiety attack feels like, and it seems like the main thing is being unable to breathe, but that has never happened during one of my panic attacks. So what I'm wondering is, was that a panic attack or something different? thx
Will I ever be able to have friends?
Friendship Support / by JovianPlutonian
Last post
 March 5th
...See more So I have led a very sheltered, very closed childhood. I am now 17, and have been homeschooled my entire life, so I have never really gotten a chance in my teenage years to make friends. I have really only ever met people from the churches I go to, which have consisted of an exclusive, awful, "we don't want you here" church and several "no one is your age, ha" churches. So basically I have no social skills, and fear that my chances for a normal relationship in any aspect has been ruined, since I don't know how to navigate the friendship waters, and have lived with only myself for so long that I don't really "need" friends. But I might leave for college in the fall, and I am very worried that my awkward (socially and generally), introvert self will never find people to text or hang out with or go on dates with or anything. Has anyone else gone through something similar and led a life with normal relationships?
Song suggestions?
Music & Dance / by JovianPlutonian
Last post
 November 7th, 2023
...See more Hi there! I'm trying to expand my music taste and in just wondering if anyone has any song suggestions. They don't have to be any particular genre, but if you have any 70s or 80s music suggestions, I'd love to hear what you've got 😄
autism and sarcasm
Autism Support / by JovianPlutonian
Last post
 October 7th, 2023
...See more I've started noticing a lot of things that I do are very autistic behaviors, and I've been told repeatedly that the reason why I did thing A or thing B is because I'm autistic, and it all checks out, so I'm and of self diagnosed I guess. But lately it's been worse or more prevalent or something. I used to understand sarcasm, for one thing. I'm very sarcastic myself, but lately someone can say the most sarcastic thing ever and I will just miss it. I'll respond to it normally bc I think the person's being serious, and then a minute later be like "oh my that person was being sarcastic how did I not see that" and it's very embarrassing 😞 has anyone else gone thru something like that where you just lose the ability to see sarcasm?
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