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JoshuaB412
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PathStep 5 Compassion hearts7 Forum posts5 Forum upvotes7 Current upvotes7 Age GroupAdult Last activeOctober, 2015 Member sinceJune 17, 2015
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The Feeling and Hiding
Depression Support / by JoshuaB412
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 May 25th, 2016
...See more So I've never really got into posting on help websites or forums in general so I just wanted to post something and try it out. For me when I wake up I get this feeling of fear or dread that the day will be negative in someway and this happens most days for me. Most days I look back on my life and judge myself pretty harshly like saying I'm a failure and asking myself questions like "what if I done this differently in my life?" or "what will my future hold for me?" I want to reach out to the people close to me but my mind puts up a "wall" or "mask" so to everyone I seem fine and happy but I'm really feeling sad and lonely, its probably something I developed so that I wouldn't bother the people around me. At the moment I'm trying to work on myself and trying to overcome the negativity side of my mind but it seems such a struggle most of the time.
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