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Jackyboi0516
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PathStep 13 Compassion hearts74 Forum posts8 Forum upvotes12 Current upvotes12 Age GroupAdult Last activeAugust, 2024 Member sinceMay 7, 2024
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University student, loves basketball, a small brain with a big curiosity for psychology and human behaviour.


Awakened by the harsh realities alone at the tender age of 15. Walked down this lonely path ever since.


Seeking for vulnerabilities of others to listen and heal, to hopefully heal the apathetic shell of a once young happy child.



Recent forum posts
How to stop being so hard on myself
Depression Support / by Jackyboi0516
Last post
 May 23rd
...See more I always want the best of myself, ever since that incident, that's what I thought. I have to be independent at all cost and don't rely on others. As a student, everything must be the best. Even though my grades are "above average" I'm still not satisfied with myself. Nothing is ever enough. Grades is just one thing, little things in life as well. Small little mistakes that shouldn't be made are unforgivable. I feel like I'm on the verge of insanity (again). I'm completely burnt out now, but I can't stop now and recover. If I stop, there's no way I'm able to catch up with life later on. If I don't stop, I'm definitely going to relapse back into suicidal thoughts again. I don't want to go back into the void that I worked so hard to climb out again. How do I stop?
I hate myself
Depression Support / by Jackyboi0516
Last post
 3 days ago
...See more I really hate myself sometimes, I really do. I hate that I overthink a lot of things due to my parents' influence as a child, but I also know we can't choose who will be our parents. Sometimes I really felt like ending it because I hate myself so much. It's even worse because I know too many things. I can read people easily and I know what are they going to say when faced with certain situations. Assuring words and gestures of comfort or even school counseling doesn't work because I know what they are supposed to and are going say. Everything doesn't feel genuine at all. Knowing too much is a curse sometimes. Even as I'm writing this post, I'm thinking about whether my own decision of writing this post. Is it me wanting attention? Is it just my hormones messing with me? Am I too emotional and grow up? Am I just stressed out of something? Am I autistic? Is there any truth to any of this? I hate my brain.
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