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Itsjustme6
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quarantine music
Hobby Zone / by Itsjustme6
Last post
 April 13th, 2020
...See more during this quarantine, i've been listening to a lot of music as a way of coping with everything. at this point though, i've kind of exhausted all of my music and i'm looking for something new. maybe something upbeat or i'm open to basically anything besides rap. has anyone got any suggestions for music? or just want to share what music they like? *ive been listening to alex benjamin and music from dear evan hansen mostly
Venting- worried about everything
Anxiety Support / by Itsjustme6
Last post
 April 2nd, 2020
...See more I worry a lot. Right now though, i've been worrying about the coronavirus. i'm really worried for the people who have it and for the spread. i'm worried about my classes being online now and the possibility of not being able to go back to school this year. i keep thinking about all the things i'll be missing; the musical i was apart of, my spring concert i was really excited for, my disney trip i've already missed a little over a week ago, and just so many other things. most of all though, i'm worried about my mental health. i'm worried that during this time period, i'll become even more socially anxious since i'm less used to being around people and although i know this doesn't go in this forum, i want to include that i've already relapsed into cutting myself again and i'm worried ill get worse. i'm only three weeks into lockdown and i still have until may 1, at the very least. i'm hoping i'll be able to handle it, and i've been communicating with friends most days to make sure i don't become more anxious around even them as i have in the past during breaks. i'm just so worried, and with ap tests coming up and my lack of motivation to do my schoolwork (i've been doing it - it just takes me way longer than it should and is sometimes late). i'm so worried about everything just getting worse and being forgotten by my friends and missing out on once in a lifetime opportunities, although i suppose this could be one, and i don't want to mess up my mental health from just the loneliness, not to mention the stresses of continued schoolwork and the virus itself as well. i really just need a way to worry less. thank you for reading if you have, i hope you stay safe and have a nice day :)
Social Anxiety?
Anxiety Support / by Itsjustme6
Last post
 February 21st, 2020
...See more It feels like my anxiety has started to take over my life. it started off small, more than a couple of years ago but the longer it's lasted the more i'm having trouble talking to people and living my life in general. i'm beginning to think i may need to ask my therapist if medication is an option because it's unbearable, but until then i'm looking for other things i can do. i'm losing friends because i'm becoming time scared of them/to talk to them and doing less and less for my fear of seeing people and embarrassing myself and depression. also, it's harder for me to get things done because i feel like i can't it'll never be perfect. i'm not entirely sure what to do anymore but i don't want it to get worse it's already bad enough when people notice me shaking or struggling to speak. has anybody got any advice from their own person experience about how to ease my anxiety and make it easier for me to live my life?
fear of being forgotten
Anxiety Support / by Itsjustme6
Last post
 April 17th, 2020
...See more i'm afraid that one day everyone will forget about me. i know it's illogical but i'm scared that one day my friends will hate me or not remember who i am at all. i'm afraid that after i graduate no one will know who i am and i'll be all alone. i'm afraid when i die no one will remember i ever existed in the first place. i'm afraid people will forget our relationships even if they're small and in the end i mean nothing to them. i'm afraid that i just exist in other peoples mind rather than being apart of their life. i'm afraid that when my friends think of who their friends are, i may not be one of them. i'm afraid that while i mean nothing to people right now, the day i die (which isn't something i'm planning i'm talking when i'm old) no one will remember me or bother to show up to my funeral. i'm afraid everyone will forget my birthday. or what they mean to me. and that i just mean nothing to everyone. i'm afraid of being so insignificant no one ever realizes i was there to begin with.
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