just a confused individual trying to find a place in this world. Still searching for my long lost self. Felt empty inside. loneliness is part of my everyday life. Love is no where to find. I do care but the feeling of being loved and having to love I think I am lost. Just trying to hold on for the sake of my little ones. But afraid that I may affect them emotionally if I cannot control my emotions. Just wanted to be alone always, but can't do that in this overpopulated world.