Trying to do better. (:

#HopeForHappyFeet
Happy feet is one of the sweetest, and most encouraging person I've ever met. So glad to have her in my life.

#UnicornsForSienna

Shoutouts to magical people [Alphabetically arranged]:

@Emily328 (Em, I don't know if you'd be able to read this but I love you and I am glad to have known you in my life. You are magical and helped me see that I tried when my vision was blurred by hatred for myself. May the force be with you, always.)

@fairyava (Thanks for being so kind to me and helping me explore the big world of gender when I was questioning my gender identity. I'm grateful for your support)

@itspax (Thank you for being my amazing friend. I adore you so much. As one of the first trans people I've met, you have helped me to explore my gender and always seen me as a girl, thus bringing me so much happiness. I wish you are always accepted as NB. Sending love.)

@Kimmkimm (Sad to see you go to the oldie side, but sis it's been amazing to witness your growth and how much you have grown, makes me feel like it is possible for things to get better, even if slowly. Please stay strong and remember things will get better.)

@Mythicality10 (I raawwrr you so much my dear adorable brother and I hope you are able to always find glimmers of happiness. Thank you for always understanding the pains I've had over time and being the family I required. May zhe rainbow nomming doge bring happiness to you. [Let's go create Queer Empire on Mars] :3)

@TheResilientDancer
(Kayla, you are a very strong, kind and magical person and you inspire me a lot. You inspire me to be resilient and to keep trying no matter how hard things get.)

@shiningSky3745 (You are the best social science teacher ever! Thank you for being so sweet and kind and enlightening me with your great wisdom.)

@rrretsuko (Thank you for being so kind and adorable to me. Even though we have not talked much, I am grateful to have known you)

@StarMedia (Thank you for always being so kind and understanding to me, and helping me see what I need to do)

@SystemFireSkye (You people are very strong, magical and pawsome, and I am glad to have known you in my life. Thank you for being so adorable and kind to me. I remember the august of last year when I was hopeless and didn't want life. You sent me the link to your Spotify playlist and listening to that music made me smile after a long time. I am very very grateful that you reintroduced happiness to me.)

@TweetyBirb (Master Jedi, thank you for your kindness and seeing the Jedi order in the spiritual way I see it. I'm glad we are able to have a mutual understanding of the Jedi vision. I value your kindness and acceptance so much. Let's get Anakin on the council hehe!)

@WarriorHeartsSystem (I'm glad I've met you people, and your strength inspires me a lot to not give up. You have been through many hardships and I am proud of you for trying.)


“Sometimes giving up is the strong thing, sometimes to run is the brave thing. Sometimes walking out is the one thing, that will find you the right thing.” ~ Taylor Swift

I am Irene (she/her). I'm fifteen years old and I'm trans. I'm a kid. I just have responsibilities. I struggle with the social aspects of being queer and gender dysphoria. I also end up overthinking stuff sometimes which is unhealthy. I think the habitual overthinking is associated with my fear of being abandoned. To deal with stuff which I did, which makes me hate myself, I try to be better. I love cuddles and hugs but only from people who I trust. I also love Taylor Swift and the magical music she has created. It's helped me a lot and she is one of my role models. I am not always pawsitive and I guess that's okay because I guess if I am always pawsitive I might lose value for pawsitivity.

I like reading books. (Right now I am reading Middle-Earth books). I like magic and dragons.

I am grateful to have survived long enough to have the immense joy of being a girl. Thank you everyone who has helped me see glimmers of happiness in the darkest misery.