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Feeling bloated
Eating Disorder Support / by InnocenceKuchiki
Last post
 November 5th, 2015
...See more Feeling bloated, especially after a binge is horrible. I'd love to know of any foods ( or methods ) that could make me not feel bloated after I eat a lot.
Binge & Cravings Resistance
Eating Disorder Support / by InnocenceKuchiki
Last post
 January 21st, 2016
...See more Lately I've begun eating more than I would like to, I'm mainly fulfilling my cravings for sweets and what not. I need help resisting the urges to not only cease binging but curving my cravings as well. If anyone knows of any tips, that would be greatly appreciated.
Eating Disorder, My Mind
Eating Disorder Support / by InnocenceKuchiki
Last post
 June 26th, 2016
...See more Greetings, beings of all sorts, I would like to make an attempt at revealing what's on my mind at the moment. I shall do my best to explain, for it's rather complicated, and weird above all to say the least. Recently, about 1 month ago, I chose to deprive myself of food as much as possible for around a week or so. I was mainly desiring death, attempting suicide so to speak. However, what came of this was far different, I believe I've begun to develop an eating disorder of sorts through the starvation. I will be more specific in terms of which type of disorder, it is that of anorexia nervosa. This is the odd aspect of the entire situation, so, I've done my research on the disorder, and a few days ago I thought it would be interesting to watch a documentary on it. Well, since I initially starved myself a month ago, and since I watched the documentary, I think I've become somewhat obsessed with the disorder. I don't desire any help of sorts, at all, it is as if I want to be anorexic, which to state this bluntly, I do. I am completely rational with my thinking, I am aware of what this could do to me and the people around me, I am sane. I simply hold an image in my head, not only that, I see this as a coping method for my depression, a way to deal with things so to speak, something to look forward to. There are many things contributing to the drive for me to go through with this, school being one of those things. If you would like to chat you can PM me, I don't at all mind speaking on the matter, especially if you suffer from the disorder yourself, take care. edited by Rain45 Moved to Eating Disorders Community due to forum re-organisation
Anorexia
Depression Support / by InnocenceKuchiki
Last post
 October 9th, 2015
...See more Why, greetings to whomever is taking the time to read this post. I would like to speak with someone suffering from Anorexia, My eating habits have been on & off for the past few weeks, and I've become curious on the eating disorder itself. Don't take this the wrong way, arigotou.
Schooling, depression, etc
Depression Support / by InnocenceKuchiki
Last post
 October 7th, 2015
...See more This is somewhat odd, expressing my feelings to completely strangers and what not. I understand all of you are supportive however, so I guess I don't mind all too much. I won't go into detail all that much, for the sake of time. My life drastically changed about 10 months ago due to a breakup, it wasn't the ordinary as well, it was the bed ridden, complete heartbroken kind of breakup. The breakup that nothing seems to solve, I'm speaking of the complete lack of motivation to do anything of the simplest tasks, and not at all the difficult ones. Living conditions were also unpredictable and not all that well, I was constantly around drugs and partying, with no supervision. I couldn't escape it because I was living in the house it was occurring in. Moving on, I met a wonderful human being, who's life matters more to me than my own, and I only wish to see her filled with joy, for she deserves every ounce of it. No it isn't a new girlfriend, simply a friend, whom I cherish. I moved out of that house, and moved again not too long after, which I'm taking very hard, I'm in a completely new environment, tis nothing like home. School is very difficult and only causes me more depression, I dread it every day, it makes me desire death more than I already do. I would speak to someone on the matter, but I just can't. I wish I could explain more, in short you only need to know that I desire my friend's presence, she is of the utmost love.
Light Obsession
Eating Disorder Support / by InnocenceKuchiki
Last post
 October 4th, 2015
...See more Well, as many of you know it's the weekend, I usually tend to starve myself throughout the weekdays due to school and such. I ate Friday, and Saturday, but now it's Sunday and I'm contemplating doing so. Regardless of whether I'm consuming or not, I've a slight obsession with desiring to be extremely skinny. I am currently [edited for weight specifics by forum mentor]lbs, my ideal, desired weight at the moment however is [edited]. I'm a 16 year old male, 5'5, for those who are able to find the recommended weight, that'd be appreciated.
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