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Imaginethestrength
4,242 M Seeking Light 5
PathStep 34 Compassion hearts194 Forum posts54 Forum upvotes36 Current upvotes36 Age GroupAdult Last activeNovember, 2016 Member sinceJanuary 3, 2015
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I enjoy a day that not only shows me light but where the sun shines over me upon the greener side of the grass. On another note, I feel like an emotional calendar! My intellect and creativity have no 'ego'. I suppose after that statement, the love I would like to give to the world sits besides me everyday and tells me my strength is what makes me so courageous.

The brilliant minds of the world try to conquer one thing, an existence.
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Dallas/Fort Worth
Around the World / by Imaginethestrength
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December 10th, 2016
...See more I couldn't be more bold in saying that I believe Texas is the most awesome place to find your strength and be a proud American! Throughout the years, I have wanted to move & find new places. Luckily, I spared myself through hardships and found a home in the State we all call The Lone Star state. There is EVERYTHING from Church to Rodoes -- simply cannot get enough. I love how traveling is not much of an expense since most people are simple-hearted here and have the biggest hearts that spread all around -- Even the whole Country! Welcome to the State I call Home.
Learning Poetry!
Journals & Diaries / by Imaginethestrength
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December 2nd, 2015
...See more I've been on such an adventure with poetry the past few years. I am learning to start with the basics to be 'legit' with what I write and not all over the place. I've written the same love poem and the same sorrow, it's time for me to flee to knowledge! I seem to like simple poetry that isn't complicated to my cognitive impairment. When I read them, it seems like my difference is smart. Makes me feel smart. Overwhelmed sometimes with life, I like how this type of love in my life is supporting me through self gestures of co-dependency. Thanks for the opportunity to speak out, 7 cups of tea!
Life is telling me a story...
Trauma Support / by Imaginethestrength
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March 7th, 2016
...See more It all started years ago when I was in my early 20's. It was like a truck hit me across the pavement and I got brain damage. Everything I knew in life was a settled hault. Trauma that I experienced had no end. A part of me had lost all hope and another part of me gained hope. I was diagnosed with schizo-affective bipolar 1 when I was 22 years old. I started to experience different sides of life that told me who I would become to be. I lived in a bubble that never popped; I relate that to unknown happiness I never knew I had, excitement to thrive on a world that I called my own, yet also, deep scary reminders that I am nothing close to perfect and the demon of my life was content with my unworthiness trapped in a bubble. Good or bad, I started a journey. It began recondulsing my childhood experiences, going through regret of what I did wrong as a teenager, and at the same time, I experienced everything this bubble of a world that told me who I was, transformed me into this subject of matter of belief, disbelief, hope, and death. I think to myself, how can any of this make sense? Well it does. I think every story has a cover to intrigue you to read and my cover is black to my demon saying, The beginning of the end, and my hope cover says, I can be anything I want to be. I go back and fourth with these 'headlines' of my story/journey. I am at the point of trying to release negative emotions and stand up for myself on my positive side. I am a student studying digital arts/design. I have this ambition that is incredible to look forward to life to live in. I still have a lack of mobility that says, "This isn't good enough and you cannot think that you can change." I automatically think of my trauma and how innocent my life reflects off my heart. (Without saying screw the world, I say, thank you world... my heart wants to welcome you home). Visions are aligning to ones' belief. What you seek can be seen with love. And this... is the journey I call home.
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