ImYourShoulderTalk2Me
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Listener sinceOct 23, 2020
Last activeover 6 months ago
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I was abused from when I was little by my dad my dad's drunken friends.
I was groped by them touched inappropriate places.
I tried committing suicide to get away from everybody I've tried several times and failed so I begin to think I was a failure of life.
Later on in life I fell in love with someone that I thought I could trust,
turns out I was abused beaten and raped repeatedly over and over I was threatened so I had to keep my mouth shut, Plus he was with me 24/7 so I couldn't even turn around to piss without him,
finally got away from him
I can't say why sorry.
Years down the road I ended up getting married to my first husband treated me awful cheated on me over and over and over,
I had social worker helped me get away from him with my kids.
Years went by, I met someone he was kind sweet and I thought he was broken because he was treating me good,
I've been with him since 2004 we are still together. He's done nothing but treated me like a queen,
he still does treat me great and I still have problems coping with the fact that he treats me good,
I've always thought that beatings was the way of people showing love for a long time.
I pushed his buttons to try to get him to hit me cuz I wanted to know if he loves me.
Isn't that stupid.
This isn't everything about my life This is only the short version.
I'm here for you I'll listen to you if I'm not available please forgive me but if you'd like to I will schedule you in for a chat as soon as I possibly can.
But I might have to arrange and work out a dates and times that best suits us especially suits you .
I'm located in Eastern Time Zone.
Thank you for your support.
I was groped by them touched inappropriate places.
I tried committing suicide to get away from everybody I've tried several times and failed so I begin to think I was a failure of life.
Later on in life I fell in love with someone that I thought I could trust,
turns out I was abused beaten and raped repeatedly over and over I was threatened so I had to keep my mouth shut, Plus he was with me 24/7 so I couldn't even turn around to piss without him,
finally got away from him
I can't say why sorry.
Years down the road I ended up getting married to my first husband treated me awful cheated on me over and over and over,
I had social worker helped me get away from him with my kids.
Years went by, I met someone he was kind sweet and I thought he was broken because he was treating me good,
I've been with him since 2004 we are still together. He's done nothing but treated me like a queen,
he still does treat me great and I still have problems coping with the fact that he treats me good,
I've always thought that beatings was the way of people showing love for a long time.
I pushed his buttons to try to get him to hit me cuz I wanted to know if he loves me.
Isn't that stupid.
This isn't everything about my life This is only the short version.
I'm here for you I'll listen to you if I'm not available please forgive me but if you'd like to I will schedule you in for a chat as soon as I possibly can.
But I might have to arrange and work out a dates and times that best suits us especially suits you .
I'm located in Eastern Time Zone.
Thank you for your support.
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