Breaking/Broken. Lost - Found, transitioning? I want to find myself. I can't speak to my loved ones face to face, I don't want to be a burden. I'm 19 - 20 next week. I feel so alone but can't talk to people face to face. I joined this website today (25/10/2015) and I was immediately connected with someone who was there for me to listen and not judge my head. I suffer from self medicating myself to numb my head before it breaks but I know this isn't the right way. I have body dysmorphic disorder and I suffer from eating disorders and drug abuse. I hope you all find your way in life and I wish you the best of luck. Let's all follow the path of soul searching and recovery :)