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Greenapple1
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PathStep 13 Compassion hearts10 Forum posts15 Age GroupAdult Last activeJune, 2019 Member sinceNovember 20, 2018
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Depression Support / by Greenapple1
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 December 10th, 2018
...See more Lifes not going well. Earlier thus year is was perfectly happy. Made one mistake that lead to disaster. Now its almost new years. Iv waisted a whole year to my stupid depression. I hate myself. I told myself that i will never be depressed again.. But it happened again. And i haven't really accepted it fully. I forget things easily. I don't want to kill myself. But life is hard. I devastated that now i think about dieing. I never thought id want to die. Cause im so young and smart. But i hate myself. I had strength a few months back. But im lost. I cant see out of this. I think im giving up. Geez. Im supposed to be strong. Why now? Please dont tell me things get better. To save you some time... Iv lost all hope,strength,believe in anything.
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Anxiety Support / by Greenapple1
Last post
 November 21st, 2018
...See more Iv had very bad thoughts. Iv had these shameful (atleast to me) for a straight 7 monthes. I always correct myself and try to put it off. But they keep coming back. For this reason iv fallen into deep depression. I talk with some family members about it but they say i dont mean it. They say my actions show that i don't mean it. But what if i do? I dont want to mean these things! What if im a liar? Or im lieing to myself? What if im a bad person on the inside? What if im actually an evil person? I dont want to be none of these things. My feelings are so confused. I dont know who i am anymore. These thoughts have been going on for so long. I dont know how to think or live anymore. Im a kid. Why do i have to go through such things?
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