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GreenScarab
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PathStep 11 Compassion hearts13 Forum posts18 Forum upvotes22 Current upvotes22 Age GroupAdult Last activeNovember, 2021 Member sinceNovember 11, 2021
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“I wrote a song called 'Red' and thinking about what that song means to me and all the different emotions on this album they're all pretty much about the tumultuous, crazy, insane, intense, semi-toxic relationships I've experienced in the last two years. All those emotions fanning from intense love, intense frustration, intense jealousy, confusion, all of that in my mind, all those emotions are red. There's nothing in between, there's nothing beige about those feelings and so I called my record that.”
― Taylor Swift


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toxic family members
Depression Support / by GreenScarab
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November 18th, 2021
...See more Hi, so I have a relative that is super passive aggressive. Living around her will literally brainwash you into feeling like you are inferior, a failure, unloved, etc. I had to move in because of the loss of some of my immediate family members. I had hope she would become like a mother to me... unfortunately that wasn't the case at all. Instead.. it became more of a competitive relationship if anything. Living there, I couldn't openly like music or food that I liked without getting bullied. If I did something like artwork it sucked. If her or her family did then it's Amazing. basically she thrives in my suffering. It's really disappointing because I want to emotionally cut her off, but deep down I can't. I feel like that side of the family wishes I had died instead of my immediate family member... I used to swear i'd never take medication. that was until she started trying to mess with my relationship. Her husband said that my boyfriend was going to stop sending flowers every month once he gets in my pants. (Not the case) He is now my husband. She would get in my head and I would say things that are hurtful.. to my now husband She would open my mail, read my journal and ask questions about things I had written. Just overall invasion of privacy. Basically, I visited her recently, and i'm regretting it now and she's still in my mind picking at me
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BPD and Religion
Personality Disorders Support / by GreenScarab
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November 13th, 2021
...See more Hi, I'm new here, but I noticed an article in the Advice section that explains how religion can help mental health? I was consistent for a while, trying to look into paganism. I kind of lost the spark to believe since my parents passed. I've looked at a bunch of different religions and not quite sure what the right path is. My mom made it so I could choose whatever religion I wanted by not baptizing me. Main question is, has a specific religion helped anyone here feel better mental health and physical health wise??? I want to try to believe again, if it can help!
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